didnt get it

hahaha sound bullshit pas br je sdh becoz of my brother skang ni ak lak yg x dpt...
dunno wat else to say.. sedih perhaps yeahh... hmm people said "alaa x pe laa kao kn ade byk offer choose je laa yg len tu" but they dont understand that yg byk2 tu bkn laa my first choice.. honestly my first choice WAS finance.. and the only place i applied is under mara.. dont askk why yg len i x apply mara.. sbnrnye becos dlu i tade ambition rite.. i aways wanted to be a marine biologist... tp malang x berbau ats sbb2 tertentu i decided not to continue with it.. so its all kindda terletak pd my parents decision ( yg sbnrnye my dcision)..

they choose what they think the best and it was "mechanical engineering".... so cam byk gler ahh eng pyer offer like UIA, NOTTIGHAM, UNITEN, even sains fzikal for kolej mara kulim (which i tanak pegi sbb kat kedah!! hahahhaha i said to my mum " maa, kedah kuwt nk makan ape kat stu??" then she balas" mkn laa laksa sedap!! bule kuruskn badan" thats soo doesnt make sense ryte if i go there) hahahah bodo je..

so yeah i KOMPEM tanak amek line medic.. but tataw laa about eng.. so ble da taw dpt interview for mara pe lagi the whole family work it out cr information.. then br laa realize that finance is wat im good in.. dier need maths and we need to meet people alaa yg cam dlm tb tuh.. jd consultant for a company.. pastu da bjet ahh nk jd ceo en.. hikhik.. siap pegi ijok mntk tips dr ainur.. hahaha bpk dier smgt cam dier doe.. genetik... GO AINUR!!! ONCI 2 PYER MENTERI BESAR!!.. soo silly laa dlu2... then pegi tuuh siap pkai bju kutung yg ak jhit sdiri kuwt.. hahahah bwk tuah laa konon.. hampeh... yg pegi sme2 interview tu sume skola superb2 semasyur, tkc, ssp, and me.. what derr... skali malang x berbau... x dpt..

tanhx to farhana aini.. for your information.. klu x ak tataw da kuar smlm.. tyme tu sdih weyy x tpu hahahhaha.. tp thank God ahh on the same tyme ak ngah ym ngan nbel... x penh2 dlm sumur hidup (ceyy) ym ngan nbel.. tu laa ym2 skali dpt brita buruk... hahahaha thanx to nbel for giving me ur strength.. dier ckp " dlu ak x penah imagine amek ict.. but no turning back" so ak pown stick laa to eng line no turning back..

haih.. klu ak kte x nges tpu laa... tp ak x laa mraung en.. cme bergenang ahh pastu meleleh skit gagagagaggaga bodoh laa.. tape ahh tde rzeki nk wat cne... hopefully ak bule jugak jd kaye ble jd engineer t... i want money!!.. hahahhahaha

ape yg mbuatkn ak tekilan is.. ade some of my frens dpt plus gud country oso.. dont want to state laa.. but still thinking of rejecting the offer becos that is not their first hoice... sickening en.. ya laa.. not everybody get wat you got.. ade yg dsperately need it.. you da dpt be thankfull laa.. ni tanak.. wats the point you go for the interview.. unless you ade byk offer utk overc.. bank ngra/ petronas/ sime darby bla3... then you bole laa nk choose either one.. tp ble da sketul tu je you dpt.. then nk kte " tataw ahh weyy.. maybe ak tolak kuwt.. ak nk jd ni.. tp yg ni offer dier ni.. x sme.." wtf ahh... hahaha kan da marah da ni.. no heart feeling ahh.. its my blog tak suke jgn bce.. boo... ( da bengong da) then ad sorg ni ckp kat aku " sme cam kao en dpt byk offer tp kao tolak kn.. smelaa cam diorg... bukan tu yg diorg nk.." the problem is hun, itu offer for place.. ni offer people want to give you MONEY 400k-600k?? i dunno.. kan diffrent tuh.. haihh ak ni byk jeoffer duit mne nk cr bai...

not forgeting non bumis yg dpt offer g luar ngra... dlm ngara pown susah nk dpt thu.. dont laa weyy reject for your own sake.. unless like farhana aini's case.. got india so better dont go.. UM is much2 more better.. hmmm x gne laa ckp byk en klu da x dpt tuh.. i know... life goes on be persistent.. just take the mech eng.. end of story..