time square

smlam bgn gila awal *muke bgge*
bgn2 tgk ade msg sorg makhluk ni tye "dh tdo ke blum?"..
pk pk takan nk reply "dh bgn" kan.. haha
ksian dia

ok truskan cerita..
pegi laa tggu bas gila lama
mber ak dah siap ckp
""kang ak wat rusuhan kang"
ak pn ngan sopan nye bkate "x dan nye kao nk buat rusuhan sonsorg"
pastu dier dn ak nye ckp "fly~ jum.. kite wat rusuhan same2"
apekahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HAHHAHAHAHA

pastu tggu ktm
nek moyang lamo den nunggu
x yo sampai2
x koso den nk nunggu lg do..
hahaha lama gila x mnahan..
dh tu dlm tren tu pnuh gila
ok mesti korg ckp "alah fly mcm x penah naik tren"
tp penat ahhhhhhhh
dgn makhluk2 pelik
dh laa sempit pastu boleh lak gurau2
klu korg nk gurau2 statik x pe
ni gerak kiri kanan atas bwh
hadusss
ak tpisah ngan mber ak
pastu tpakse mngadap bdk2 les
aiiyooooo
geli gilaaa
ak rse nk nges je sbb bsentuh kulit ngan mreke
HAHAHA
bjet laa
tp siyes x bley blaa
sebaek x kiss dpn ak
eeuuu
main acah2 nk kiss dh cukup mgelikan ok
grrrrrrrrr

smpai ts
bratur utk mbeli tiket wyg
lame gilaaa panjang gilaaa
ok fine laa mber ak g bli brg yg ktorg nk cr
soo bratur laa dgn sesedap hati nye
skali br pasan ak just ade rm6
kejdhnye nk bli tiket wyg due keping kan
ayoyo
then call mber ak
ain to the rescue haha lwk gilerr
ktorg dcide nk tgk citer ape
ak nk tgk toothfairy
dier nk tgk adnan sempit
at the end due2 ta dpt
last2 kitorg tgk spy next door
gelak over giler dlm tu
btw
mse nk bli tiket tu kan
ade la makcik ni dgn suare garau nye
"adek! boleh tolong makcik x?!"
ak pn smbil pndg atas bwh ngeluarkn byi "aa?"
"makcik nk bli tiket wyg boleh tolong blikan x? line pnjang sgt laa.. mk cik nk tgk legion pkul due.. boleh blikan?!"
ak pn pikir dn pikir dn pikir
ok sbnrnye ak pending time digest soklan dier psai pnjg sgt
ble daa "criket2" br laa ak phm
ak pn kate
"amboi2 makcik, makcik igt makcik ni sape? x bole ke bg salam ke.. sopan sikit ke.. saye pn bratur pnjg gak td.. sesenang hati makcik ngan suami makcik je nk buli makhluk2 comel mcm kami.. blah laa gi tye org lain.. xsanggup sye nk tlong org mcm makcik"
hehe ak tipu je
ak sbnrnye takut sbb mkcik tu suare dier mcm marah2 mungkin pms ke hape ke
lps tu aku mcm dpt firasat klu ak x stuju dier akan terkam ak dn mkn ak hidup2 kat stu
soo ak pn angguk
x lupe lps tu ak ngn mber ak kne fire sbb dier x pcaye hrge tiket tu rm17
last2 dgn akak yg jual tiket tu pn kne fire sbb bnde yg same
apekaaaahh

tp alhamdulillah ktorg dpt mnde yg ktorg cr
tmsuk hp br mber ak yg dibeli d lowyat..
sesak2 je hdp kami smlm
then time nk blek tu tren xde laa penuh sgt
ok ok je laa
acceptable laaa
cume cm tkejut mlihat makhluk2 yg bkepale kuning
trus tringat thaipussam di area rumah ak
i repeat area rumah ak bkn rumah ak
kami x smbut harap mklum..

smpai2 kat stesen ktm s.alam hujan
ak dgn poyo nye mngeluarkn payung hijau ak yg br dibeli beberape hr lepas
yeahh dgn prasaan riak nye *astaghfirullah*
membuka payung itu buat ptama kali
skali kantoi x reti gne payung tu
walau pn cun meletop pyung ak tu
ak dah basah br bjaye kasi dier bukak
apadaaaa

mcm tu laa citernye pegi ke ts
like my fren said
duit mcurah2 jatuh ke ldg gandum
=DDD

its doughnut

iye iye saye dah tahu
bru tahu

td de test
pastu kne jwb doughnut
tp ak x reti eje mnde tuh
ak eje donut
sbb ak rse donut tu mcm slalu je nmpk
mungkin kerna bace blog shaza si donut tu
ahh
tp word tu ade
dlm buku i should hv memorize the spelling
nnt msti kne perli

eshhh bodough laa
ble pk2 blek lawak giler dough
so akng ni sangao nk eje doughnut je dough
kwn2 dah mule annoy
bodough laa fly diam bley x
alaa tape lah kan dr doughlu lg ak annoy depe

korg ak rse miskin tade doughwit
org len dpt skali trus doughwa ribu stgh
ak pye doughwit dah abes bli buku
adoughai
pe nk jd ni...

nk makan kuey tiaw goughreng
nk soh minah2 rumah ni blanje laa
tp diorg kate
blah laa dough tipu je kao tde doughwit
mmg tipu pn
tp skit jeee tgal..

ak td annoy kan kwn ak
hahahahhaha
dier tensen
ak sukeeeeee
dier bnsib baek tetibe ym ak mampus
ble tenet dh elok
dier dh sign out
hahahha lawak2

mesti korg rse "sengal gler kao dough"

ok fly plajaran hri ini dh tmt
its doughnut!
only doughnut
=DDDD

Hamster

hari ini agak bangang~

ade ke *dgn penuh excitednye bcerite*
td mse blek ngan rumate ak a.k.a clasmate ak
dgn pnuh dinamiknye nk bcerita smthg kat dier
"ain kao taw x td kan group sumaiyah kan dier cter psl male is the incompletion of female.. bla bla bla"
reaction ain: "emmm" smbil angguk2
lps tu ak pn trus dan trus bpikir..
dier kan clasmate ak HADOIHHHHHH mestilah dier taw
bangang gila kao fly!
pastu ak ckp "ehh ain kao ni bkan ke klasmate ak hahahha mestilahh kao ade td kan*
jwpn bangang nk cover crite bangang
nk dpendekan citer smbil jalan2 tu ak truskan bfikir *susah sket nk bpikir tp klu dh bpikir x bhenti2 bpikir*
ak on tringan sesuatu yg lg bangang
"ehh ainn kan ke kao segroup ngan sumaiyah tuh?!!!"
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BANGANG GILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ok ayat cover ak lps gelak yg behnti2 "tade laa ak rse mcm kao tde je dlm klas, imean sbla ak especially kan sbb tu la ak rse nk citer kat kao... tp mmg laa kao tade kat sbla ak kan sbb kao ade kat dpn kelas"
bangang sungguh =DDDDDDDD

perhatian

FLY=FarahLiyanaYusman bkn Lalat atau Terbang





sje jeeeeeee nk korg kompem kan HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA *fenat dah gelak*

cbut gigi

hey nigger! HAHAHHAHAH *bodo*
heyy poeple!! *smbil mlambai2 tgn mcm princess*
i knw ive been posting soo mny thngs bout my teeth..
surely u ppl bored already
but now im putting it off
the last episode of my teeth
wuuuhooo~

ok on monday i went to see the dentist
after class tuu.. dgn beg gedang2 plus laptop yg berat nk mam
then i went lah to ths
KLINIK PERGIGIAN DAROYAH
*ye ye sile gelak*
i knw wht ure thnkg
"DAROYAH?!!"
come on flyy... haha
yep thats the fact
but still i am thankful that the nme wasnt ROGAYAH
or LATIPAH.
or even MAIMUNNAH
coz if it does probably u guys will laugh harder thn ths
ahhhh~ the hell lah wif the name kan

ok
then when i was ther buat mke kaye..
g klinik mahal woo
makes me feel like want to learn all those prubatan alternatif
kan senang x pyh kluar duit amek je akar2 kayu
sembuhh
wahh angan2
ok smbung, wat derr,
kne laa bius kan
pnjangggggggggggggggggggg gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the jarummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
takut x?
tp tape ak terel.. sure laa ak x tkut en..
ak bkn cm korg
WAHAHA
pastu mule laa rse kebas2
ak mle2 rilek cm pro ahh
bjet jee mcm slalu jmpe dntst
pstu lme2 ak cm bosan dn tataw nk wat ape
so ak pn sentuh2 mulut ak
eeeeeeeee
hahahha mcmlah mulut sdiri njis kan
x rse wooo
ak rse mcm hebat ahh
pstu gigit2 bibir sbb x rse
fuuhh mmg power ahh
pstu dgn kuasa doremon yg ak ade
ak mgunakan spenuh daya imaginasi ak
yg tapenah nk dgredkan a
ak pn mbygkn
wat if i just chew my mouth up
like food u know
what wil hpen??
darah memancut2
pstu mulut terkoyak dgn dsyt nyee
ak trus kan mngunyah my own mouth mcm mkn gummy bears
then habis darah melimpah ruah ke atas lantai
baju.. krusi.. all over the place
then the half part of my mouth dah tde
mnyebabkn nmpk laa bhgian gigi bwh ak yg merah2
when the dentst cme in ak pon serg dier
AK TELAHH MNJADI KANIBAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok imaginasi ak je
hahahahhaah
*buat muke ikan*

then dh kebas sekebas2nye dktor tu pn msk laa
smbil pegang spanar atau puncher bermata satu
dier pn kate
"jgn risau.. x saket"
ak pn cye.. dgn ikhlas tnpa niat mahu memakn that dntst
her assistan plak hold my head
MY HEAD U KNOW
bapak ahhh kao taw cm proses mbaiki kete je ak rse
huhuw
time cbut tu ak bley dgr byi gigi ak dtarik
dsyt wa ckp luu
then ak rse ccair yg suam mngalir dlm mulut
lme2 sket but i cn feel that cecair itu memenuhi ruang mulut ak
seperti yg korg buleh agak
its blood
lots of blood
alahh nk ak gmbrkan jgk ke?
korg ni imaginasi rendah lahh
*poyo dlm blog sdiri*
klu kiorg tgk movie kan
part accident tu
x pn dlm citer industan
part hero kne blasah tuu
kn darah byk gier memancut2 kluar dr mulut
mcm kes ak drh x de laa ganas sgt
cume memancut ke dinding ahh
ksian dorg pastu kne lap2 dinding tuh
soo at least ak dh taw laa cmne rsenye ade darah yg byk dlm mulut
ak ble tringat blek ptut nye soh doktr tu rkam en
br laa korg nmpk btape penuh aksi thriller nye drh ak memancut
(ok ak tpu lagi)

then dktr tu tye
haa nilah gigi awak
nak bwk blek??
ak: KAO GILER KE APE??
SAKET BODOH! AHH KAO MEH AK MAKAN KAO *smbil terkam ke arah mangsa*
ok itu sume imaginasi ak
againnnnnnnn

hahahha
then lps cbut tuh mlayang lah rm60 ak
huuhuuuhuuu
yg x bley bla nye
pastu cbut gigi trus bli
NASI AYAM BREMPAH
hahahhahahahha ngok gilerr
kunun kempunan
pstu drh x henti2 mngalir
so ak mnum laahh air sirap tu tnpa byk songeh
cehh pdhl bising gilee mintak simpati
x malu btul hahaha
mkn nsi tu pn bersos asli terbaik dr ladang
bdoh la kao ni
(monolog)
ok tp bab mnum2 drh ni bkn imaginasi ak
mmg blaku btul2
its just wont stop
ak bsyukur krn x melakukan imaginasi pertama ak utk memakan mulut sdiri
sbb rse darah yg byk x delaa sdp sgt
bile dah bosan2 mhirup darah segar
ak pn kate kat mber ak
"wehh ak rse ak dh buleh aply nk msk family the cullen sbb ak ni kire vege ahh"
reply mreke: eeeeeeeeeeeeee (smbil mbuat muka hina)

soo skang ni the bleeding hs stop!
im bloodless
cewahh
soo tamat lahh alkisah gigi fly
they live happily ever after =]

=]

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
See, not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

....................

This is a call to the color-blind
This is an IOU
I'm stranded behind a horizon line
Tied up in something true

Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for

Why is it not my time?
What is there more to learn?
Shed this skin I've been tripping in
Never to quite return

Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
Cause I'm bigger than my body now

Maybe I'll tangle in the power lines
And it might be over in a second's time
But I'll gladly go down in a flame
If the flame's what it takes to remember my name

Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry
For my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body
I'm bigger than my body
I'm bigger than my body now

i live on my own

as i entered the room, what ive expected came true. it is neither quiet nor glass cracking noisy. the air was cool and wraps me up as the warmth from the outside felt defeated by it. i am glad a made it here, on the second floor of the block which i rarely go before this. the view is different than my norm. i dont think im in a smaller cube or it is just a misinterpretation of narrowed eyes. quickly i move away from the door, and dragged my feet to the end and the corner of the class. breath deeply and smile to those whom i know and i dont as well. for the first time in my life i was early; early for me that only tha last place available is at the back of the class. i dont mind, i know i'll be late evryday. so i dont prefer all eyes following my footsteps and mind wondering whats the most possible thing could happen to me if im late evryday, therefore, thanks but no thanks to the front seats.

what is the most wonderful thing that i can expect from people around me? nothing much or perhaps nothing at all. lecturer was late so theres nothing for me to do. i dont hve books, just pieces of papers and a fat sturdy pencil case. i dont really hv somebody to text in a very morning as i counted the possibilities of evrybdy is in class and expand their imagination and thoughtful mind to reach the sky of knowledge and swim in the river of information. not to mention that there a possibilities evrybdy is still in the heaven of willy wonka's since last night. my eyes observe those around me, my ears were paying attention, my mouth close tight and myself? just keep breathing in and out. however the reality is i dont see what im observing, i dont listen to what i heard, i talked to my heart over and over again and my heart? suffocated.

i took out another heart of mine and stuck them in my ears; increase the volume so that i wont hear anything else just songs. later on i just follow the rythm and flow of beautifully written poems of life, love and heart ache. as i dont want to see whats there in front of me i decided to close my eyes and just spent my time in the wall ive created. an action that is not relevant but the relieving. i can feel my breath again.

i dont talk much eventhough im very talkative, i dont laugh eventhough im a cheerful person, i dont move from my plce eventhough im energetic, i dont make jokes eventhough im very funny, i force myself to sleep eventhough im not sleepy, and i keep evrything to myself eventhough i need to tell them to someone.

as i tried to give my pointview it is unheard, as i choose to keep quiet then i was called to be not helping, as i was having a deep thought i was considered to be useless, when i ask question you gave me a talk-to-my-hand signal showing that i am such i interuption. its painful. i cnt be left alone coz when that happen heart will start to be in pain and tears fall down though i never show. but i always being left alone in a class full of people, how unexplainable. i always hear my heart screaming out loud and ask me to just go and i was scared if other people could hear that too. all i did was scrolled down my contact munbers and seek out who i can talk too. but in the end, as always, i didnt push the green button.

i know if i do push the button evrybody will help me out, thats why i just cnt do it. i just remain calm in my seat and listen to songs again and again and again. i just hope that things get better soon. i hve to ignore the ignorance, and hope that people arround me see that what goes around comes around. if im quiet doesnt mean im stupid, useless, brainless, and yes i do have a heart. you can live without me but you cnt push me away becoz my life does not depend on you. talk as much as you can eventough it is crystal clear that talking is ur weakness.

what im glad is that i learn more than you, and i believe ths thngs will happen again there in the state but youll suffer more than me. youll feel much more pain than i do, you will learn that your instant friends wont be there to help you out becoz what cn i say, theyre instant. dont worry i cn still hold on to my breath as long as i could no matter how painful it is becoz i am calm enough to try to see things broadly and appreciate those around me.

i live on my own.

isnt courtesy is beautiful?

i went to a trip (which i'll tell you later) and at thers a person that i feel the prettiest person among all. if im a guy surely i want to make her my gf pekaah. ak bkn gay pless eh tp it is undeniable. then i dun care lah what whtever stuff she do wif her frends kan.. but thers one time i feel like "no matter hw preety you are if courtesy you put under the shoes you are nothing!"

HELLO, even the bitchest person yg i hate pn use the simplest courtesy word why cant you.

logicallylah kn, if you dunno a person and you would like the person to do smthg for you rite what do you say? "would you PUHLESSSS .....?" btul?? even if the person is your frend you will say "weh tolong..." and ends with thanx even the smallest action or saying reveal you colour ok..

DAH TU?? BUAT2 X RETI KE?!!! NAK KATE BANGANG NK BLAJA SEBERANG LAUT x phm ak lahh.

eventho ure pretty, doesnt mean you cn shit on other people... honestly ak MELUAT GILA tgk prangai kao.. klu nk bjet cool dpn opposite sex fine go ahead dun make people around you prop. do your best in that area alonelahh

please ak taw kao bgge ngan skola kao en so g blaja blek courtesy ngan peers ke cegu2 ke pegilah pegi2 biar elok sket prangai sepadan ngan muke..

khas utk mirah majed yg gedik hahahahha

sape nak tahu.. dier mmg gedik.. hahahhahahhahahahah

twothousandten

hey ppl....
im juz gonna write down all my pretty beautiful dreams for 2010... bkn laa azm tp a willpower generator for me i guess..
im not gonna write my reasons but to lock them up in mu heart..

1) by the end of this year, i want once to be in NEW YORK CITY...

"In New York,
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
There's nothing you can't do,
Now you're in New York,
These streets will make you feel brand new,
The lights will inspire you,
Let's hear it for New York, New York, New York

One hand in the air for the big city,
Street lights, big dreams all looking pretty,
No place in the World that can compare,
Put your lighters in the air, everybody say yeah
Come on, come,
Yeah,"



2) by the end of this year i want once to be able to touch SNOW with my bare hand (childish gilak..)



3) by the end of this year i want once to be able drive a LEFT SIDE driver car.. (illegal pn tape ;p)



funny dreams hehh??