Bracelet Holder DIY

This is sudden, after effect of exam stress. Coz this lady need something to zone out, so she decided to make flowers. Random? I know.

Masalah org perempuan nombor 1

Cbe listkan dalam kepala korg apa agak2nya mslh pompuan numbor 1?
Cube laa cube laa haha
Yg perempuan mesti tak dpt jawab kan?
Sbb byk sgt.. tau tak pe pastu tak boleh pilih yg mana satu kan? tau takpe
Haa yg tu lah masalahnye
Tak boleh membuat pilihan

Nak dijadikan cerita
Ak seorang perempuan (LOL)
Ak pun pergila ke Walmart bersama kawan2 yg xboleh pakai
Ak decide nak beli ak satu katen (cmne eje ak pun x sure) air mineral
Ni ngade2 sikit aar sbb tau boleh je minum air paip kan
Tp takpe nak jugak beli
Sesampai je ak kat Walmart ak bwk troli amek laa ape2 bende yg ak takde pun plan/niat nak beli msuk dlm troli tu
Alaa bnde biasa yg ak slalu buat kat giant pun haha
Antara bnde2 tak penting tu termasukla tuna sepeket, air sayur2an, kuah alfredo
Laaaaassst skali baru ak pegi tempat air kosong tu
Sampai situ ak pun tengok2 laa harga kan
Dah tuhan bagi mata tengok laa kan

Ada yg 12 botol
Ada yg 24 botol
Ada botol besar
Ada botol kecik
Ada kat atas
Ada kat bawah

Ak pun pegila area 24 botol tu nak amek masuk troli
Pastu ak tak jadi
Ak pikir punya pikir punya pikir
Ak pegang balik paket 24 botol tu
Ak pegang pegang katen tu
Ak usap usap katen tu
Ak peluk peluk ok ak tipu hahaha

Ak pegang2 ak angkat ak letak balik
Ak rasa mcm tak payah laa cm berat je
Pastu ak pegi balik kat troli
Ak tolak troli tu beberapa saat ak stop
Ak tgk balik air2 tu
Ak pegi balik kat katen tu ak pegang balik
Ak pegang pegang ak angkat
Pastu ak letak
Ak pikir lagi pastu ak angkat balik, masukkan dlm troli
Ak tolak troli tu
Pastu ak stop
Ak tengok balik kat air2 kosong yang lain
Pastu ak tolak troli tu kluar dr aisle
Pastu ak stop pastu
Ak patah balik ak letak balik air2 tu
Kalau korg masih baca blogpost ak ni lg korg ternyata agak bangang la hahaha
Ak pun belah determined gila yg ak xmau beli air tu
Ak bratur dlm line cashier tu

Cerita masih belum habis
Dlm line panjang2 tu ak beratur, line pun dah nak habis, dah nak sampai turn ak
Kepala otak ak buat hal
Ak patah balik ke aisle air kosong tu ak beli yg 12 botol per katen
Ak rasa cemerlang
Kita semua berada dalam win-win situation (kononnya)
Ak naik kereta ak pun cakap kat member2 ak, ak genius

Penat tau buat decision
Next time kalau mak korang balik dr kedai beli air kordial oren
Sila lah appreciate dier punye decision
Manatau dier amek 30 minit mcm ak utk buat crucial decision mcm tu haha

I choose you! Dasani!
Cheers

Lets get started

Helloooo!

Let see,
I should make this blog a lot fun
Perhaps smthg almost how it was before
Which is pretty hard to do (heheh)

Last night at around 11.45pm i went to the market nearby to get some eggs and butter for my kek batik. Of course it was damn cold and i dont even bring gloves. What is wrong with mee? Then when i reached home, my roomate decided to do it tugedah with me! So we spent some time laughing over some weird and crazy stories. You should all watch this video called "peptalk kid president" its amaazing. No kidding. Go watch it for cuteness overload. Wish i could give a link but im typing with my phone and im noob and idk how to.

So i fed my officemate with Kek Batik today. Which was fine it tasted pretty well though i forgot to put in condense milk which obviously they would never know hihi tak mengapa tak mengapa.

Fun newssss! I will be cooking lunch for 200 people in 3 weeks time. How exciting that is?! (no, not really). In case you are wondering, we (my Malaysian friends and i) are organizing a Temasya Jagoh Malaya on March 16th! Kinda a big deal yada2 so if you are planning to come and need a plae to stay (applicable to girls only) let me know!

Another interesting newssss! They fixed my apartment's bulb. *Happy dance* Super excited for that. Honestly ive been living in the dark for 2 months. And since im super lazy i dont even bother to fixed it. And now my room is so shine so bright and can feel the successes i'll be achieving in my life soon haha.

Annnnd lastly since im such a fatty, i need to hit the gym soon. I mean today (duh =,=) and im freaking serious (muka ketat)
Jadi silalah bagi sokongan tak kisah la bermoral atau tak.

P/s: sbnrnya ak takda kja kat ofis haha
P/s/s: They said taking picture at public toilet is fun. Look at those cheeks T__T me need to run fer hours
Bye!

Im okay now :)

Hello,

I spent some quality time talking to a dear friend on the phone today
She told me that she heard the story
I guess words spread pretty fast ...I mean among girls (who could deny that? haha)
That's alright
 As long as they are good words, why not

It reminds me how I don't really share what happen to me now
I kind of just left the story hanging and left few sorrow posts for the past 2 months
I did try my best to suppress my thoughts a lot and try not to write much coz it was a pain
But here I am
Smiling
and ready to open up

Specially written for those who cares
(Take a deep breath)

Im okay now

I definitely feel much better
Physically and emotionally
I took care of myself and clean up the mess I made
Eat more healthily and is now living in a more positive atmosphere

I was once a bird with a broken wing
Couldn't fly where she wants to
Couldn't get through the cloudy sky
Couldn't go to any place that she could call home
Has already fixed herself :)

Im just now simply brand new

It was a good learning experience for me
I gained so much from what happen, I discover so much about myself
Despite the tears and tense that I felt I know that its okay
and its always going to be okay

Its okay to be imperfect,
Its okay to be a crier,
Its okay to not be okay,
Sometimes a girl just need those times so she could move forward

Its okay to be scared, as long as I learn to be brave
Its okay to be sad, as long as I am willing to smile again
Its okay that things don't work out well, as long as I have faith
Its okay to face a horrible end, because it may be the best way for an amazing start

I read some of the posts that I wrote years ago
I was SUCH a happy kidI even laugh hard on the stuff that I said
Seriously that made me realize how much I have changed
How much I've grown and no longer a weird kiddo
Big chunk of myself transformed without me realizing it

I honestly missed writing like a crazy lady
Telling weird stories that are totally irrelevant to the real world
I remembered how I laughed so hard trying to write things out
Stupid ideas just flow like a river of flying jokes (in my head of course)
I guess I just missed being me

Not that I regret for the changes that I've gone through
I love being who I am now
All the things that I've explored, all the people that I've met, all the stuff that I have done,
Taught me how big the world is
It is not just about me and my life
Its about how my existence will make the world a better place

But then again,
Friends,
Things wont always work out the way we want it to be
Life will always be life; sometimes it gives you roses sometimes it gives you lemon
No matter what, you always have the option to choose you attitude, mood and behavior towards it

From what I've learned:
Its okay to have lovers or haters, that prove your humanness
Its okay to let things go, that proves you are stronger than before
Its okay to try something that is beyond your thoughts and limitations
Because you will then realize how much courage can you really have
Its okay to wonder, to dream and to share your feelings
Those are all good things that will benefit you in the long run

I love to be who I was before, who I am now and would love to be whom will I become tomorrow
I love to be the kind of woman who is not afraid to learn more about herself and value her own feelings and rationales
I love to share my thoughts and opinions, express my affections and cares towards others
I love seeing women around the world being so empowered and know when to stand up for themselves
I  love to be inspired and would love to become an inspiration

Let us all be the kind of woman our daughter will look up to <3 p="">

Alicia keys : one thing

I spend some time cleaning up the room today. Classes and work worn my brain out. Listens to Alicia Keys new album while zoning out. Had all my coats hanged in the closet, rearranged the dressing table to make more room for my daily handy stuffs like hse keys, phone and glasses. Remembered that tulips are blooming soon so im trying to clear out spaces to put my vases but suddenly found this...


How do i even move on?

Starting class

Im starting my new semester in an hour. Woke up from bed half and hour ago. Havent take my shower yet. Have no idea whats and where my first class is. I think its gonna be some finance class somewhere in business school. No book bought at all not even notebook. Thats how broke i am right now. I dont even hv paper to write my notes for this week! No idea wheres my pencilcase, or if i hv pens in it. Oh my God. I need water. And the best part is its -21 deg celc outside. Maybe i should just get back to sleep. And woke up realizing its still winter break.

Eyes

My eyes hurt so bad it starting to cause me migrain. Its painful to open and close them. This has been going on for so long and it started to worry me since glasses are not helping at all. It affects my ears, nose and making me nauseous too. Nak buat check up but Mara's insurance is rejected here. Hmmmm

Be strong little heart

Yesterday, I managed to live a day without shedding a tear
Round of applause to me
Keeping my self busy with work, friends and family
But that lasted for a day

With friends laughing and enjoying the night from another room
Here i am
On my bed
Curling up with my pillow
And burst into tears
For i am sad that we are no longer together

I cant remember how many ppl scolded me for crying too much over this
Its not because of what you did
But because we didnt work hard enough to fix it
Because we gave up too fast
Because we thought negatively abt each other
Because we didnt trust each other
Because we werent strong as i though we were

I wasnt strong enough
I wasnt good enough for you
I couldnt fit in the ideal characteristic of a woman you desire

May God give me strength
May God bless my heart
May God let me see the blessing in disguise

Broken

I dont want him to go
Its too sad to watch him go tomorrow
Remembering two weeks ago i was the happiest person on earth to see him again
And now hes leaving
Maybe for good
Maybe we will never see each other again
I really dont want him to go
My heart scream not to let him go
But he doesnt want me anymore
So im gonna cry my eyes out again tonight
Maybe tomorrow night too
Just like i used to do
Just like i always do

Mom said love is not just for today
Love is for forever
Why cant we have ours forever?