sbb telalu pandai

hai korggggggggg ahahhahhaah
ape kabar? kabar baik =D

td laa ak ngan smngatnye x sbar2 nk naik umah..
konon nk online lah kan
rindu fb HAHAHAHAHAHA
watderr
(fb ke? ngeh3 apeni apeni?? prasan sdiri)

pastu sbb rindu yg mlmpau2 ni
pintu lift tutup rase cam sejam
ape lg tgn gatal pegi laa tekan button kasi pintu tutup
then x tutup
tekan byk lg
konon klu makin byk tekan mkin byk potensi utk pntu tutup
(physic kah? law newton kbrape?)
tp pntu x tutup2
bodoh nye lift

then ak tgk ak tekan
"open door"
again bodoh nye lift
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA TANAK KALAH
well tu lah mlang nye klu lift tade button
"close door"
so people intend to treat the open button for the same purpose of closing the door
(difinition of people: a group of human being like me)
why?
kan dah kate
sbb terlalu pandai ngahahahaha
la la la la
haus laa korg haus x?

try sleeping with a broken heart

when something happen and your words are choked up,
you cant swallow nor let it out (becoz its physically not there)
let it disperse into the air..

such wrong song at the wrong time
simply making you feel crashed for no reason
coz you were flying too high in the sky

its the feeling of what you dont want to feel
doubting when the world is in your hand
would you crashed the world of your life?

im finding my way back home
the home of ours
see im making the first step here
so wait till i get there oke =]

*the song is not stupid.. but.... uurrrghhhh

nilai setin air

ape perasaan anda bile mbeli air?
"emmm emmmmm mcm nk mnum air tu laa" <-- yg eemm emm tu kasi gedik skit.. nk tunjuk air jari kasi lentik jgn lupe
"hohhh haus gila wehhhhh xkesa laa air ape jalannnnnn"
slalu ak cmtu laa tu psl kao sni ak mnum air paip je hahaha
jimat kos (ceeeyyyy busuk gila ak)

oke tu sbnrnye mukadimah
gila kool kan ak hahahahaha
ak ade mukadimah kao ade mukasapa?
hahhhhhh tadepon kann

aritu ak otw pergi ke suatu tempat
xbole kasi taw korg ak g mana
nnt kantoi

so seperti yg korg semua ketahui
(Sejak bilakah?)
bila ak jalan ak slalu berfikir
slalunye kata org "bfikir sblum bckp"
tp dlm text kali ini bjalan smbil bfikir
sbb tu ak ske bjalan
cume korg buat simultanious equation
(eeeeerrrrrr)
jwpnnye ak suke bfikir wuuuhoooo

oke still tde kne mngene

soo ak jalan2 dn fikir2
dn ak pon choose laa nk g mne
nk bli coffee ke nk bli air tin
huuhhh
bepeluh2 ak fikir
diantara dua alam
pastu ak msuk kdai coffee
ak bratur
dr kdai kofi tu ak tgk ke arah tgkap memandang dinding hijau
dinding hijau memandang ak semula
ak pejam mata

"fly think think think"
then i decided (<---eh)
ak pun trus keluar pegi ke arah dinding hijau
*=,=" of kos smbil bukak mate*

ak bukak pintu dinding hijau yg ade gmbr telur, roti dan susu
pegi kat tempat air
stelah tonggeng2 ak pon capai air tin
hahahahah korg jgn maen2
air tin sni besar woo
680ml harge $0.99
korg cek aa takat mne air tin korg tuh
(riaknyeeee)

pastu ngan muke konfiden
jln pegi casher
"do you find everything alright?"
"oh yes" pstu senyum pnjg gila
dia pon scan air ak

sbg isteri kepada seorg artis msia yg tekenal
ak sehinggit pon tade dlm dompet, wallet, kocek dn sterusnye
so ak yg miskin lg hina ni kuarkan
semua kad kredit yg ade
soo kire2 klu cmpur yg ak br buat 2 bulan lepas
alaaa yg kaler ungu tu
klu cmpur kad tu total kad kredit ak ade laa dlm satu

pas minah tu scan
ak pon nk swipe laa kad ak tu kan
x maen laa cash2 ni beb
pastu ak tgk hrge
$0.53
ak tekedu
ak tenung lame2 num tu
pastu ak pndg air tin ak
pastu ak pndg balek screen casher tu
(jgn risau bukan korg je, ak pon pelik apesal reaction ak mcm tu)
pastu ak pndg kat muke casher tu dn cakap
"why?" dgn nada yg parallel utk gaya muka =(
casher tu ckp
"oh its on sale"
OH EM JI!
SALE !!!!!
then ak pon dgn happy excited dn prasan penuh xsabar2 nk mnum air tu sbb sale
(pdhal slalu je minum air tu)
sambil nk swipe kad tu tgn mgigil2
*oii x perlu nk kutuk ak 53 sen pon tade blasah nnt*

then ak kuar nk muke puas
rse telah bjaya smpai ke hujung dunia

itulah nilai setin air
hahahahhah cm tde tajuk laen je nk letak kan

p/s: dinding hijau = wallgreen yakni adik perempuan wallmart

i fell in love with the dj

tag from amirahmajed HEEEERRKKSSSS!!!
ak dah jumpe ipod ak.. soo tahniah buat kao hahahaha

Rules

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Ok, go!

5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.

TRY NOT TO CHEAT!!!



1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY?
perjuangan ----- wat the hell?????




2) HOW WOULD YOU BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
utopia



3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
eleanor ----- sounds like im a total lesbo.. guy ke girl ke eleanor



4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
spoiled



5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
through my window ---- so lame



6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
wont go home without you ---- HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA THATS DANGEROUS



7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
game of love



8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
its not over ----- very true


9) WHAT IS 2+2?
barricade


10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND
wake me up when september ends



11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
new york city ---- HAHAHA EXACTLY!



12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
lucky



13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
take it or leave it



14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
more to life



15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
maneater



16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
heaven



17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
bare grace misery



18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
cun saja ----- apekahh?


19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
headstrong



20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
you had me ---- wootwoott



21)WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
i fell in love with the dj

org sbla blaja pasal tulang

hahaha eeeuuu skull.. teeth.. eeee hahahha saiko plak rse

sbnrnye ak nk wat tag dr mira majed tu tp...
ak kat lib n ipod ak dah MIA for two weeks now
becoz of you i have to search for it..
ak ade prasaan yg positive bende alah tu ade bwh katil..
lalalala klu tade nk wat camne?
sbnrnye ak x reti nak shuffle lagu dlm laptop
tp klu tade halal je laa eh
ehh biar btul tade tade msti ade
klu tade bpk sedih ipod ilang errrr

oke lalalala ak lapar
ak x makan lg..
ak tataw nk makan ape..
balik umah msk laa
nak masak ape?
lauk pon tade
bile nk pegi market ni..
nk pegi mcne
duit pon tade

kalah bangau mcm ni

anywayy saudara saudari <-- hahahahaha apekah ak nk trus kan stalk org sbla ak ni yg blaja psl tulang sbnrnye ak lapar

ms. miskin

hahahhahahahahahaha
ak dah kawen ngan jehan miskin
=D

eventho ak miskin tahap dewa
tp when it comes to sale



HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
THATS UGLAYYYYYY

sale buah-buahan jee pon
haha yummy yummy yummy!
and dried stuff
ape segale kekacang (igt ktorg chipmunk ke pachek?)
tp ak mcm x cukup tangan kot..
ak beli apricot yummy
and pistachio yummy
plums yummy
and pear yummy
hahahhahahaha YUMMEEEHHHHHH

rajin kan ak update
*wink2*
hahahah cam bodo je update pasal makanan

layout baru!!!!

cehh padahal template yg dah sedia ade..
ice creammmmmmm yummy!
rse mcm nk jilat2 kan..

i believe in karma.

life is full of ups and downs
undeniably true
today you might be the one on a plane
tomorrow you might be the one standing on pieces of sharp glasses
we would never know

from what ive learnt years ago
and been holding for it
if i receive good things, or good deeds, helps from people around us, or anything nice and pleasureable
i shall be thankful for God's bless and undivided love.
if i were to meet difficulties, painful moments, challenges;
i shall be patient for they are God's tests of measuring my loyalty;
i shall be thankful for what i have n appreciate what i owned,
and understand that both of these will bring me closer to Him

what about karma?
it keeps me sane. haha.

karma is a theory (i suppose) that is quite similar from what ive learnt
if we do good things, good things are going to happen to us back.
if not exactly happen to us, it might happen to our children or our children's children.
tho when we did good things we should do it sincerely and hope for no repay, but when we believe in karma we end up deciding what kinds of thing that we do not want ourselves to face. for example, when we help those people in need not because we want that exact person to help us back in the future but we just want things went smoothly anytime in the future or we would hope for good things (helping hands) to happen in our loved ones' lifes. something like that.

it helps us prevent doing bad things towards other creatures as what we did will soon hit us back on our face. karma helps us to decipline ourselves, our attitude, prevent us from being snobbish, rude and all the bad things. but the thing is, bad things that will bounce back to us wont be necessarily the same with the action we made and we would never know when will it'll happen.

the tricky part of karma is (i believe in karma as it helps me being sane and think further not becoz unreasonably believe things happen out of my God's hand) you could think karma the other way round.

when you do good things, its either you are starting a new cycle of your karma or you are actually ending the other person's karma. when you did bad things, its either bad things will happen to you or the person you did bad to was actually receiving his/her payments.

get what i mean?
food for thoughts

settle down in a new place

i know (i hope) some of u guys are wondering what act happened to me and hows my life going on. since i rarely online (yeke?) or i rarely talk to u guys. ak bukan sombong oke sape2 yg rse nk pk mcmtu suke hati laa ak pon dh x kesa. ak rse bnde mcmtu obviously irrelevant. ak bukan xnak ckp ngan korg. its either ak bz ataw ak penat. spe yg tanak ckp ngan family n friends weh?

since korg dah taw ak dah smpai kat madison. ak stay umah snior kjap smbil2 tu ak hannah n zaim g laa rayau2 cr umah and jumpe laa the one that meets our needs. soo ktorg pon move in. fully furnished sbb tu ak amek. klu x cm susa sket laa..
sni klu korg pagi ak mlm klu korg mlm ak pg. soo klu tyme memalam korg ngah rajin gler online maybe tyme tu ak mrayap so x perlu laa marah2(duhhh emo gile ak ni) oke sorry2

emm ak lately ade laa hal2 yg mbuat kn ak rse mmg wajib indipendent gile. thus mnyebabkan ak rse x peduli ape org len nk pk ataw rse. tp kat korg x laa. easy said x semua yg kite expect kite dpt. being independent is the ONLY choice you have left. al bsykur gak things happen this way. i can somehow measure how tough i am and i could be. (x perlu ckp kat ak byk kan bsabar fly, kuat kan diri bla3 ak tahu siyes ak tahu so x perlu layan ak mcm ak ni x reti ape2) hmmmmm sorry laa post kali ni agak emo ak pon x psti npe. nnt laa ak smbung

engkao orang!

aku sudah berjaya mendapatkan necklace starfish aku tuh
hahahahahaha
dier kaler biru x turquoise (payoh bebenor nak eja) sgt
nnt laa ak upload pic dier
camera ak ape kne ntah
puase skali x bley cocok2
hahahhahahahahahahhahaha sengal

to my very special one

dearest dear lovely sweetheart,
you know who you are,
coz you always was is and will be..

as you know
im leaving soon
just wanna drop a few words
coz i could never say it right on ur face

the world we are living in is gonna be different
we gonna be different
no one gonna stays the same
every one change
i know
and i can tell
we both change..

but deep down in our heart
somewhere down there
no matter how small
no matter what color
no matter melt or froze
there must be the old you
and the old me

people around us are not gonna be the same
the music we listen to will go on with different beats
the smile we give out gonna be for thousand other reasons
so breathe deep and stand still

just incase the world u'll live in turn away from you,
the people you talk to wont listen to you,
your reading doesnt make any sense,
your feet could no longer bring you forward,
your breath become fast but short;

just incase everything goes the other way round,
tears wont roll down,
laugh turns to sigh,
and you wish that time should just stop for a while

just incase things happen
then,
turn around,
just for a second
you'll see me

with the warmest smile i could give

you'll have all my attention
you'll have all ears
you'll have my shoulder
you'll have my laughter
you'll have me

just remember wherever you go in life
theres always someone who cares for you
who takes your heart as their home
like how i took yours
and please do take mine too

there's no room for hatred in my heart
coz i feel worth living without it

penah dgr x lagu jet lag joss stone??
sedap wehh x tipu hahaha
ak suke lahh joss stone
apekahhh oke lupekann

wey korg ak dh bli brg mknn
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
byk gile syial!!!
mcm beruang prepare utk winter
ehh buruk plak ghopenyeee
mcm chipmunk kumpul kacang

amek x igt dunia
ish3
org sume tgk je mse ak kat giant
mesti diorg ckp dlm hati
"kuat nye nfsu mkn, setroli ni nk buat buke ptg ni ke?"
hello manede pepandai je
cewahhh cm bangang je emo ngan ayat sdiri
tatawlaa muat ke x beg ak tuh

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ak dah jahit name kat blazer MARA
hoyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
FLY is onboard baybehh hahaha (cm halal)

esok nk g tukang jahit kasut nk jahit name tag kat luggage bag
ni siyes poyo tahap dewa ni
ayah ak laa smgt gile
ak pon tompang skali
like sumaiya said "once in a life time"
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

oh oh b4 this ak ade byk gler prob psl housing
skang dh sttle
eventho ak rse mhl (kot)
tp tape lahh ak dh x kesa laa
mknn kn dh bli byk td
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
sure x kbulur
sengal~

oh yesssssss
ill be wearing baju kurung at the airport
shud i say green or turquoise? lbh kurg je laa
come, see and send me if and only if ure free =]

td buka mkn seafood
bday ade ak mak ak prepare food sedap giler babs hahahaha
ade ikan bakar, mussels bakar, udang bakar, kari sotong, kerabu kerang, rendang kerang, smbal tempe, kuah asam
PEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
sebaek korg tade td
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
thats not what i mean (ak taw ape korg pk kannn kannn?)
tade laa klu korg ade malu laa ak mkn cm kbulur seploh thun x mkn
hahahahhaha
BYAK LAA KAO PNYE COVER LINE
blahh aa
hahahahhahahahah gile syok sdiri ak ni
mcm monolog x bley pkai

pastu td adek ak bli cake
chocolate mud
pastu x msuk peti es sbb x muat
pastu klu 10 nk mkn tgk lembik gila
ak ckp laa ni bukn mcm mudni mcm poo
hahahahhahaha
pastu ak MAKAN!
hahahhahahahahhahahahaha

p/s: byk gile ak gelak =,="

hehehehe

korg! korg! dgr laa ni =]
ak rse kann hahahhahaa ak nearly fully recovered *ting!*
yeay yeay! healing took sooooooo much of my tyme
but the feeling of getting better is great!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

oh yeah
ive been spending my time out of the hse
merayap merayau meroyan? hahh

oi oi oiiiiiiiiiii
ak nk cr necklace laaa
where can i get a very special one eh?
i really want a special one
i hd one in my mind..
smthg like a turquoise starfish =]
itd better if i cud find fish like figure..
tp ak xnak yg murah2 nye
hahahahahah ak nk yg ak bley sentiasa pkai
(alahh bukan ak soh korg blikan pon.. )
if u gys taw any place yg ak bley dpt kasi taw eh
as soon as possible

hahahahahhaha
weh weh korg ak dah kemas bilik! cm x caye en
ak jumpe ak nye watch!!! yg ilang pada suatu ketika dhulu
dan dan dannnnnnnnn ak jmpe ak nye mp4 nye charger
stelah brabad lamenye ilang HAHAHAHAHHHA
ak tetibe rse cm ade super power
HAHAHAHAHAHA
oke cacat gler

emm emmm emmmmmm
lately ak asek pk pk psl course yg ak amek ni
hishhhhhhhhhh
feels soo disturbing
grrrrrr
nak len amek yg len...
things around me plak keep me confuse
hopefully this is the best
at least for now

lately ak rse mcm sgt dsayangi
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA MCM SBLUM NI X CUKUP KSIH SYG LAK
bongok lahh fly
kao taw makan kat umah ni makin lame makin superb
sumenye feveret abes hahaha
ak bule rse yg
ni mmg a "slow" farewell
its untold but everyone understands it well
comes with jokes and laughter but everytyme u stop to laugh
you starts to ponder
how things gonna change
and it aint gonna be the same anymore
sooner or later

tetibe je rse lame sgt dah x maen gitar..
hmmmmmmmmmm
i surely dont miss playing it
but with whom i played
hahahaha memories =)

oiii mari packing brg!
btrabut niiiiiiii

lastly, ehem ehemm ak dah bli portable charger
a charger that u can use without a power supply
tp of cos laa charge mnde tu dlu kan
hahahhahaha x kesa aaa
janji bley charge
esp in the plane
weeehooo!

pillow talk (copy dr yana)

Doa seorang Muslimah :)

Ya Allah andai aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintai-Mu.

Ya Muhaimin, andai aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, andai aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah, andai aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terhadap-Mu.

Ya Allah, andai aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu, janganlah biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah, andai Engkau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.


Selamat jatuh cinta! :) Semoga kekal kekal hingga ke hujung hayat :)

xoxo Liyana~

lets celebrate =]

hahahahaha cool kan =D happy birthday to those who celebrate it with me =] make a wish? hmmmmmmm gonna keep today's wish when i need to make on later.. =D

rabiatul adawiyah, aminah ariffin, zahirah zakaria, alia soeraya =]

dear kezens,

special thank you for always being there for me
whenever im normal and whenever im not

thanx for the laughs and tears we've share
all the gossipss, advicesss, knock in the head,
all the dramas! hahahaahahah
all the emotional storiessss
all the stupid jokes =D
all the never ending nights we've spent..
all the movies foods drinks video clips...
all the PICTURES!!!!!!!!
all the animal eating styles..
all the noise we made on the roof of jj ipoh!
all the klccs, midvalleys, sunways,
all the tyme we spent in the kitchen
(hell yeah wer doing quite well in the kitchen rite girls?)
thank you for all the
memories ;)

thank you for being there,
beside me physically and mentally
when i lose control,
when i barely breathe,
when i couldnt even stand on my own,
when the nights come,
when i cried my heart out,
when im totally out of reach from the real world,
when things are too difficult for me to accept,
when i thought im loosing my grip
when i thought i wasnt worth it
when i truly felt i was alone

but then you guys were there
all the time
trying soo hard to make me smile and laugh again
you guys made my world REAL again
made my life happier again
made me insane!

thanx
i dont think i cud have been better than i am now
thanksssss

i love you guys a lot!
gotta hv to send presents from wisc later =D




hahaha sayur sawi ku =D

i SERIOUSLY LOVE this pic

one word ira; BANGANG!!! hahahha

*peace*

dude, ak taw kao kesen ak but wtf pic ni?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and the countdown officially starts

started to feel like everyone around me becoming more kind than ever..
closer.. warmer.. =]

talk to nina the other day..
suddenly this line sliped my mouth
"i have less than 20 days and all i think is bout that"
hmmmmm rse mcm loser..

memories flowing through and through..
want it to stop, somewhat impossible
live with it is the only choice left..

enough said need to close that chapter of life sooner or later

let me list out the so called preparation haha
baju still dlm almari..
bilik sepah giler ngan plastik2 kotak2
since my mum wanted the room to be fully emptied when i leave
i take as much time as i cud..
not to clean the room..
not that im soooooo lazy (indeed i am)
but.. i dont like the feeling of leaving
leaving my super cosy teritory with no sign of my existence
i just dont like to leave and to be left
*sentimental melebih? yeaaa
i know she will remind me bout it every single day
but... i like the way it is now..
ill clean the room, put evrything in boxes, empty my closet, and give all the clothes to the needys
i will mum i will..
but its gonna take sometimes k

perlu cari charger dell utk gne kat sne..
dlu ade mase bli dorg dh ksi
but ble nk cr komfem xjmpe kannn
(eventhough blum cr hahahahha sengal)

perlu jgk cr charger utk fon..
eventhough ak still lg pening psl calling2 ke msia
tp tu blakang cter lah kan
what need to think about later, just think bout it later
right? =D

tgk movie byk2 hahaha mcm xkan jmpe wyg lg laa plak
well that habit mmg dh lme pon.. soo x plik sgt aa
watched almost every single movie
smpai nothing else to be watch hahahhahaha
milenge milenge pon jd lah kan
hahahhahahaahah bodo

i spent my tyme playing with my super chubby cats nowdays =D
i realize that they became cuter day by day
crazaaaaaaaaay!

mood changes easily lately..
good thing is i started to laugh quite often..
love my weekends
spent precious moments in n9 n perak
adeyyyyyy mata bkaca2 lahh plak kannn
thanx evryone
thanx a lot
i appreciate that =]

took depression self-assesment

and the result was:




your score is in a range typically associated with severe depression

hope tomorows medical checkup went well

hmmmmmmm

security - joss stone

A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you were only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's all unrolled

Chorus:
If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security

A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life's unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don't go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you'll miss the whole damn thing
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds
But we don't know how the story ends till it's already told

Chorus

On any clock upon the wall
The time is always now
So baby kiss the past goodbye
Don't let the future blow your mind
Just sit back and chill
Take things as they come
You can't be afraid
To live for today
I will be with you each step of the way

Chorus (2x)

lets be strong people!

time

currently: at peace, listening to great songs..

what could time reminds u about? OF COURSE all the cliches "time is gold" or "time wait for man" but, have u ever consider what could time really mean in ur life? hmmm i guess not.. its really is smthg bout time u know..why dont you take time to ponder.. (if u just realised.. or u just didnt?)

everything that we do needs time. try to think anything that u could do with no involvement of time..

u just cant..

there are times when we were happy..
there are times when we were sad..
there are times when were angry..
and there just enough times that we want to forget..

time....
wats up with it?

past is the time that we've lived in.. how was it? whether we like it or not some of it we remember some of it we dont. some of us wish we could turn back the time some of us wish the future to rush..

time teach us everythng..
teach us to learn (exactly every single thing that we knew now)
teach us patience
teach us trust
teach us appreciation
teach us love

sooooooo..
are we the one who fills time.. or time fills us?

time belongs to everybody.. its universal property
yet we usually say "i need more time" "i dont hv enough time"
can i borrow u mine then?
time is precious isnt it?

some people like to waste time..
like me.. wasting time writing
like you.. wasting time reading
you might say "chillah beb thats the function of blogging"
or "its recess time, i need to relax and loosen up a bit"
up to you, but guess what.. the person next to you might be on his/her way to the top!
hahaha serves us right then for our own stubbornness
p/s: they might lost soo many times of their own and we had some extra ones, thats why ;P

the future..
smthg that is full of uncertainties..
smthg that is lack of guaranties..
smthg that we want to see..
and smthg that scares me..

im calling up to you guys to
take time to realise
that there are people who loves us..
dont hurt them for unreasonable reasons
take time to love
as love leads to appreciation..
even if love is not the first
you can always appreciate people for what theyve done for you
take time to heal
if you are broken
becoz the heart of ur parents are warm enough to chase away the cold
take time to move on
becoz the world is waiting for you
walk, run, climb, fly
choose whatever you want the world is there
.....hidden behind ur tears
take time to achieve
becoz achieving is for us!
for both of us!

time.. what a funny thing tho =]

hai hey hello =]

currently laying on my bed in a very stuffy disasterous room ever! i want to clean those stuff up but dunnp where to start with.. i think i shud start with the things that i still want to keep. yeah i shud start with that but HECK i want to keep evrythg and therefore....... im stuck again =..="

hmm there r lots of things that i want to say.. but i cnt find the right word... i couldnt put up a sentence but honestly and thruthfully i am in serious need of a friend. and when i meet her i dont want to say anything i just want to cry.. cry evrythng out.. and wish that my tears wont dry so i could keep on crying.. somewhat i do feel like a pathetic loser but i just couldnt resist it.. i feel like a girl *yeah i know i am but u know what i mean*

i maybe talkative, i maybe a psychofreak, i may drive u nuts, i may laugh hard... but sometimes i just stop and be stagnant.. i cant move forward or backward.. *explains the my super tidy room* and at ths very moment all i want to do is.... nothing. i closed my eyes and let my mind take me anywhere she wants to.. if she goes into the sea then ill be there, smiling. if she takes me to a sorrow street then i let myself too, im doomed. if she takes me to the sky then i figure how far can i go but all i want to be is here. u may not understand my language, i dont either, but i know what i mean. whatever u think may differ from mine therefore dont.. dont try to interpret me..

all of these confusions are made from thousands of unsolved confusions. maybe its because theres nothing to do currently.. its like i dont hv any plans on what to do tomorrow or the day after.. so wats left is hoping that mornings come early and nights would rush by.. on the same tyme i dont want any second to tick on the clock..

ive spent my time by thinking a lot these days..

i guess im just scared.. scared of the unexpected.. im in doubt.. i need my strength and so i pray that i get them back.. back in my heart and my head.. i need a continuous motivation n encouragement to go through life.. and the only person that could give me that in my mum. hmmmmmmm

i want this i want that i dont even know what i want and i feel sick. i want to watch movie but i dont want to go out.. no i dont want to download durhhh.. i want to have some fun but i dont feel like it.. i went out during the weekends but i dont have the adrinaline.. i dont hv the urge to see into the shop.. i dont feel like eating or drinking.. i dont want anythg and i just want people around me to stop moving.. im a sick person.. im having nonstop head discomfort, feels like vomitting, and ear problem.. wth kan?? *reminder u r reading a really sick person currently so u might find this very nonunderstandable*

i know ill feel and be better tomorrow.. i always be.. i know... i just kow it.. and tomorrow ill feel regret of writing this coz i by the time im already a stonger person.. haihhhhh

ill be back in blogging life after the broadben starts working again =]

mampos kao lahhhhh

kalao tetibe crik pasal ngan ak mmg nk kne aa en..
klu rse ak ni x akan mcarut mmg laaaaaaaaahhh salah org
watch wat ur saying or else ill throw shit on ur face
screw u!

kebosanan

hmmm ak sgt2 bosan skang soo ak rse mcm nk tulis
*criket2*
*criket2 lagi*
*rebeb*

hmmmmmmm
lately ak cm realise yg ak ni cm ade mslh tdo
insomnia?
oh nooo~
it is really hard for me to fall asleep eventho im sleepy
funny thng heh?
i know
my body it self is a malfunction living thing
sometimes.. sometimes.. (yea i know wat ur thinking)

oh btw i got ths new assignment to monitor my own dream
cool hehh?
yeaa we hv to actually record wat vew dreamt about during the night
pasang niat dlu b4 sleep will do
but thats the problem
ak pasang niat baek punye
pastu x bule tdo
psing sane pusing sini
smapi kul 3-4 br terlelap
habes mereban aa mimpi2 ak sume
hishhh
ceyyyy konon aa nak mimpi bende suweet2 (ditaman bunge picnic2 sume)
skali mimpi buno2 org laa hape laa
=,=""
ak tanak aa wat repot last night i killed three cops or
i can talk to animals.. like ive given them ths speech when they all gather at ths one fields
and i made them make a revenge toward human
and they did! wow that is extraordinary~
after that human started to give attention to the animal
and thers ths invention of elephant shower bath that makes them sooo happy
and i sang song with them just like in the movie
(i cnt believe i remember all ths)
hahaha
or theres ths shooting that starts and nearly took my live
because of stupid armies (heck idk wat wer they thnking sve the citizen lah wey)
then again animal start to roam my village blablabla (i guess ths dream wat like two weeks ago)
canot remember the detail but i know the main thng is i cant swim becoz of the shooting thngy
hmmm weird jgk nih mimpi2

but i hope tonight my dream about the taman bunge segar bugar weee~
sweet breeze.. having picnic atas kain petak2.. ade basket dlm tu ad sandwich.. epal.. orange juice
wuuuu~
and of cos laaaa dgn org tersayang
skali mimpi alien invation mmg penat aaa
give up aa nk bniat ghodah yo lah po bondo pon aih
hahaha

and yeahh ppl hv been asking
ohh ur leaving in august ke?
alaaa nnt x jmpe dahh.. rindu la.. blablabla..
hello bulan lapan lmbt ag oke
daaa~
byk je mse nk jmpe klu nak lah kan..

hmm and aritu ak ad g wangsa walk
wat a weird place
the shops paling up FOS
len2 tu kdai bese2 je
bookstore POPULAR
tade mcd kfc pizza hut or dominos
even tade foodcourt
tade vinnci, tade bosy shop, (mng, forever 21 all those lg lah tde)
tade kedai2 mkn yg bring food from other countries..
ok ak bukan nk ckp ak layan sume benda tu but
how the heck they run the place?
i mean it must be very expensive to open up a shop ther
and to my amazement byk gler bley dpt kdai bju kurung hahaha *suke2*
like i said the place was quite oustanding (physically)
the its just weird'
the shopssss aaaaarrghhh cr baju utk dinner pon harem x dpt
thank God ade wayang haha

and oh
thats the first time ak jmpe GEORGETOWN white coffee
hahahahahhaaha maybe lps ni ad SHAH ALAM white coffee
*pfffft* ;p

oke ak dah bosan and nak try tdo
soo see ya!
=D

block 1 laman 2 bilik number 505

damn tired

kao taw ak br pindah bilik lme ke bilik bru

tgkt 5 ke tgkt 5


penat waa ckp luu


sooo stu hari ak ckp "penat~" kali ni mau dekat 50 kali


hhahhahahah


sje je nk kacao hsemate


msti diorg cm fikir sal laaa x diorg je pndh ak stay kat umah lme


hahhahahaah


nseb laa people


oh ye rumah bru sgt pelik


gile scary

ak penat2 baring2 pndg bumbung skali nmpk

nak tgk lg close? amek ni

WAT THE HELL IS THIS?

ON MY ROOF?!! SHEEET TAHU X?

I want my old room.... waawaa

u guys see laa the wall

and one more thing i donot hv chair waawaa

huuuu malang x?

agak aa kan.. tape aa 2 bulan je ponn n ak pon slalu kot blek umah =] soo saba je kan?

oh btw, feel free to curse at the pics i know u would haha ;p

summer 2010

helohelohelo people!
sape bukan people jgn snyum
hahh kao senyum pehal??
eeeeee geli gile ngan kao
kao bkn mnusia
hahhahaahaaahahah

diatas adalah warning
(fly is back in blogging town)
so beware.. she might harm/bite/run over/ pull off ur pants
soo read at a distance wher she could not catch u
hahahhaha

oh yeahh baybeeee its summer semester
i hv a lot i repeat A LOT of free time..
not saying that i am going to waste my time like u guys *hahhahahahaha*
but im just saying that my schedule is quite free ths sem
therefore, to those ppl who want to hang around do roger me out
*amirah majid u dont hv to be soo excited! sit still on ur chair!*

=]

blogku hmpir mati

hohhh CPR2!!

masy dunia smakin hari semakin pelik
korg nk slamat ikut ak
jeng3 hahahha jom joget2!!
style unta-unta!! wahhhhh comelkan hahhahahahahhaha

ak kat sni mkin lme mkin x btul..
mkin byk blaja mrapu..
kat sni pagi2 meriah ouhh
burung slalu bkicau-kicauan
ak pon dah blajaa dah bhse burung
haahahahhaha mggu lepas ak memburung d dlm bilik ak ni
ahahahhahaha
smpai rumate ak gelak guling2
hahhahahh
see org ske2 buat byi kucing
ak terel wat byi burung
wahhahaha gempak kott
nnt bole msk malaysia got talent
slain tu ak terel gak wat byi kambing dan ikan
HAHAHAHHAHA
cmne tu? jeng3

hadess eh korg ade cter bangang2 x?
ak ade hahahahha padan muke korg tade
yess

aritu mber ak sorg ni hishh tataw pe mslh dier
hahaha dier baek jgn rsau
dier straight jgn rsau
jejaka2 bule laa klu rse nk ngorat

hahhaha dier cter smbil gelak tahap evil pyerr
alkisah bermula

"dulu kan ade mber ak ni laa ngan ak skali laa..
tyme rye maen2 mercun
pastu kan ktorg nmpk sekor anjing ni..
pastu mber ak tu mskkn mercun kat tlinge anjing tu..
pastu..
POMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
*meletop*
anjing tu mati kehitaman tanpa darah
HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA"

gile x??? yg gelak tu dier ktorg sume ---> =,=""
sume org "WOII SETAN GILE KAOOOOOO BODOHHHH KEJAM NK MAMPOSS"
hahahha sumpa x snonoh gler mnah ni hahahhaha
kurang kaseh syg btul
hahhaha
*name drhsiakan*

byk lg aaa bnde bodoh yg blaku
ade yg x bley bla
kes mber ak ni diorg hsemate
*lelaki harap mklum*
pastu pada suatu hari yg hening
si N *bukan nme sbnar* mngutip pkaian2 kotor beliau
lantas mencuci smbil bersiul2
"ahh hari panas yg indah cukup sesuai utk mbsuh baju"
sreettt srettt *sound effect bsh bju yg gmpk cm kat wyg*
skali dketahui bhwa dier tlh mbasuh spender mber ak yg sorg lg tu, si F
sbb spender diorg SAME
ahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahaha
eeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hahahahhahaha

ktorg kuar kn hipothesis
1) sal spender korg same? spender utk gay couple eh? hahahahhahaha
2) pdn aa bilik F besih dier hang brg2 dier kat tmpt org lain
3) N jd slave kpd F dlm diam d ats sbb2 tertentu yg x dpt dkesan
hahahahhahahahahahah

ok ok cter sterusnye
yg ni baek sket ahh
ak dh decide nk pegi u mne
eventho dlu ade dilemma sket cewahh
tye pndpt ramai org jgk ahh
thanx to nbel for giving me clearer view
my mom for giving me great advice
insyaAllah klu ade rezeki ak akn ke Wisconsin bln 8 ni
hmm still struggling to keep up with the pace
thanx to my stupid classmates thngs arent soo dull and i do laugh almost every single minutes
hehe
things also geting sweeter somehow =] *credit to orange*
I like my spring sem and i cant wait for it to ends ahaahha
penat dolllll duit byk habissss =,="

ok ok sume hrp blog ak msh bnafas dn anda juge msh bnafas
=DDDDDD

nak balek =(

buat ptama kalinya dlm sem ini
ak tsgt2 rse nak blek
ak perlu balek weekend ni
mesti!

byk btul mslh dtg
sampai ak dh x mampu nk bfikir
i cnt even describe it by words
and it comes in a lump
huge lump
my gateaway of ths probs is to laugh
and so i did
but ths tyme those probs somehow stay
it didnt washed off like it always did

i know what i shud do
i always know
but will it make any difference?

God,
plis help us to go through this hardship in life
plis help my friends in finding the right answer to their prayers
plis help those whom i respect to live in peace
plis help those i care and ease whatever pain their are having

friends let us not give up
to ourselves and especially to Him
He will not tests us things we could nver handle
and so i believe i cn go through this
and i know my friends will too

loveletterfromfly<3

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u knw
tgge kat umah ak ni
ade poison 4 rats
mcm biji2 gandum
dlm bekas petak kecik
slalu kat tgkt satu je ak nmpk
maybe dier nk prevent rats dr naik smpai ke tgkat 5
tp
td ak nmpk beberape eko lipas
mndirikan rumah tgga dsitu
bersama keluarga tercinta
didalam bekas itu
this proves that racun utk katak adalah madu utk lipas
eh i mean tikus =,=""

si suami bkata " yang2 indh btul tmn perumahan kita kan.. nyaman.. tade makhluk bebulu kacao.. dekat jgk dgn tmpt kerja abang.. senang nk cr mkn.. mmg rezeki kita laa"
si isteri "awwwww abang~ u r soo sweet choose kn this wonderful place for us.. we r in heaven!"
*kiss2*

blehhhhhhhhhhhhh geli gile hahhahhahaahhahah
jijik je ak rse apabila mnerjah msk ke mnda psgn lipas

ak td syok2 brcerita hal2 kawen hahhaha
mk bpk ak g kduri kawen ala2 english style
ak dgn penuh expression nye
"kao taw mmg gile omputeh style lahh dier kawenn fuuhhh smpai part tawar menawar pon tde"
mber ak "fly.. tepung tawar.. bkn tawar menawar"
omg ak sgt bodoooooo
hahhahahhahahahah

btw mak ak kasi karipap inti betik
ak mcm errrr *kriket2*
hahahahha nak ke tanak amek
cehh amek laa kn
tu mber kesen ak kasi n mak ak kate sdp
dier suh org rumah ak mkn skali

mber ak tye "fly.. kao dah rse?"
dier pn cm pelik dn ragu2
"err blum ak takut nk rse"
mber ak pn kate yg dier pn takut nk mkn hahhhhaha
mcm x sedap je kao taw betik
BETIK
kite bule buat ayt dr stu
"kao biar betik!"
ataw
"betik sungguh anda ini"
ataw mgkin
"kebetikan yg mlmpau"
mungkin juga
"betik! fenomena alaf bru yg melanda msyarakat dunia"
*fly stop it*

tp rela x rela rse ahh
fine ahh mcm karipap bese gak ahh
rse pedas dier extra laa
so x de laa rse betik pn
buat penat je brimaginasi

eh eh ak nk cite ni
hahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahaha
kao taw mber ak ade reputasi yg sgt tggi
sbg penangkap lipas terunggul
kalau kite sebut name dier
sluruh masyarakat lipas pasti gerun
diorg pn x sggup sebut nme mber ak ni
klu diorg borak2 diorg akn gelarkan mber ak ni "you-know-who"

betul hrtu ak dgr laa kn diorg borak
"ehh jom kite pegi rumah si polan.. sye dgr citer ade barang baik pye.. jom laa pegi nnt msti isteri2 kite lbh sygkn kita"
kwn dier kate "hah rumah yg tgkt 5 tu?? awak biar btul??"
dier pn jwb "ha ah laa btul mereka slalu ade mknn yg sedap2 ala2 hotek gitu"
kwn dier brkate smbil mgigil2 "eh x boleh laa sbb jiran dier adlh rumah you-know-who. sye tnk isteri sye jd balu.. kami br kawen mggu lepas.."

see hbt x mber ak
klu ak dh ready ngan pnyapu dier ready ngan tisu
gile saiko
pastu ble lips tu mcm lari2 nnt dier kjar laa
pastu tgkp
alaa mcm kite tgkap hmster mcm tu lahh
ak bgge ad kwn mcm dier
mmg hebat
extra gempak

hahhahahhaahah

monday ride

monday monday monday
luv it <33333
full of thrill
full of excitement
ohh i really2 love it~
LIAR!
hahahahhahahahahahah
no lahh i treat everyday the same way
LIAR AGAIN
ok lupe kan

i just bleed myself in the bus and its painful *nak dgr crite darah tsembur2 lg?*
i have to bare wif the pain the whole day.. and night.. and maybe tmorrow
i just realise that ive lost most of my stationaries at home duhh
i just realise that i dont hv money in my purse
i just realise i hv a test tmorrow
i just get my cal result n it sucks
i was hungry like panda the whole day
i was sleepy like koala *its not like wat u think mister* the whole day
i was thirsty like "fish being taken out from water"
and it makes me drink A LOT!
therefore i hv to go to toilet A LOT!
and that ladies and gentlemen is soo irritating! thank you~

how wonderful my monday is!
but i guess knowing somebody had a good day today
makes me feel my day wasnt so bad

at least i hv/able/managed/without borrowing other ppl money/successfully bought a new eraser which cost me 40cent and that help me a bit in doing the correction paper for cal HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
and mirah called me ths evening makes me feel like hugging her tight.. hoi makhluk! heheheheheheeheheheh thnx calling! eventho pendek (maksd ak duration kol bkn kao pndek) tape at least ak bole jerit2 ckp ngan kao.. sje nk kasi kao pekak! wahahahahaha..

still dier msh blum ade lesen HAHHAHA
errkkk

ok itu shja

p/s: hri ni tde idea nk merapu.. nnt dah ade ak tulis oke! *sampai sekarang ak tataw ape mksd "p/s" main pkai gne je.. well at least ak gne btul kan so?*

sorry for all the mistakes ive made

i know it hurts you badly
well it hurts me too
and ill take the blame
for everything that happened

my incapability to tell you the truth
my fear of hurting you
that at the end kill us both

i could give you thousands of reasons
if i want to
however i just cant put those
into the finest words
how can i?

im sorry
i let you down
im sorry i hurt you
i understand everything that you try to say
i do..
i do..

and im sorry
maybe sorry is never enough for you
and i know that too
putting you into such situation
does not make me feel good at all
ill take the blame or everything that happenned

please forgve me

happy-ness

The smile across her face is reflected in her eyes
This happiness she has, it’s not a lie
If she could, she would scream and jump for joy
But this happiness isn’t coming from a toy
Her cheeks hurt for smiling so long
I think she might start to sing a song
A song about true happiness
A feeling that she found in her heart
This happiness, she wants everyone to be apart of
This happiness is never to be taken away
She wants it so badly to stay
For all her life she’s been sad and lonely
But she finally found a cure
So please don’t ruin it for her

True Happiness by Gary Bolduc

bestttt gileeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cter tuhhhhhhhhhhhhh

helo helo helo helo helo
hahahhaha annoying x?
lagi3
helo helo helo helo helo
klu ke bwh?
helo
helo
helo
helo
klu mnyenget?
*blah laa kao fly*

ak ade mslh ni
dah lme dah pasan
tp buat tataw
wahahahhaha
mslh ni agak rumit
eh cbe sebut blek
rumit
rumet
room mate
same lahh
wahahhahaha br taw byi dier sme
hihihi
fyi byi=bunyi bkn bayi
hahahahahaha
kan ke x msk akal
" wahahhahahah br taw BAYI dier sme"
hahahhahaha
*fly apekah??*

i knw i hv ths problem since ever
i cnot be left alone without food for my thought
if im being left alone without puzzle
or sumthg to think about
my mind will go wild

then i will start rmember all the funny thngs ive ever made
like funny jokes
or funny acts
watever yg funnylah
lps tu i will smile by myself
klu skit tape ni melebar je syum
yg lg mslhnye
i cnot afford to control myself
from laughing about it
taw x gelak tu ade kluar byi?? like HAHAHAHAHA
not like ihik2
*mcm seumur hidup ak x pena gelak kao nk ajar gelak tu kluar byi*
ok fineeeeeeeee =p
ini mjadi mslh bsr
bile ak dlm kete ngan bpk ak
then ktorg snyap
then tetibe ak gelak
pstu nk cover
"eh x dj ni lwk"
wth
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

ataupn mse tgh mkn diam2 tetibe gelak
x ke haru??

tolong mslh bsr ni
"besar punyaaaaaaaaa"
ak malulah klu tetibe gelak x tentu psl

as u knw i easily laugh
n i laugh like crazy
sume akn sruh ak diam pye lah
ak gelak n gelak ak akn bpnjgn
hahahhahahahahahahahahhahahaha
like im doin rite knw
sume bnde nk gelak
kdg2 x lwk pn
tp gelak jgk
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

pastu ak x bole klu org trigger kmerengan ak
nnt x bhenti2 mereng
hahahhahahahahahha
pastu mrapu2 x sudah
penat taw x?

tp ak ske je gelak
jgn pasni trus siyes je ngan ak
muke ketat je
tp ak rse klu kaorg wat mcmtu pn
ak gelak jgk
hahahaah muke ketat??
lwknye mcmne muke ketat?
hhaahhahahaha KETAT?
hahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha
omg ak rse nk muntah
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

ekceli ak jmpe term ni kat dlm gmbr seekor kucing dlm fb
tuan dier kate
"muke nk ketat je"
hahahhahahhahahah
sbnrnye ak dah lme taw term ni
tp ble tringt blek lwk plak

KANNNNNNNNNNNNNN
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
ak dah start dah tringt bende2 bodooo
ok ok
chill2

ok ak taw korg rse x lwk
tape2 biar ak gelak sonsorg hehheheh
sooo ade sesiape nk cdgkn solution??
mcmne nk sttlekn ths problem
=DDDDD

p/s: ak taw tjuk tade kne mngene.. ak tgk rmai plak suke buat.. so ak nk test ape rse dier buat tjuk tde kne mengena mcm ni.. err tde la srunut mne pn tp... srunut lah jgk hahahhahahahahhaahhaha

kbosanan tahap dewa

currently ak bpusing2 ats tilam mcm org x tentu arah
mnunggu mr punchi2 yg x on2
tataw da bpe ribu lucky stars
n origami ros yg tlah ak buat
smbil mlanguk tgk pge ym tu
grrrrrrrrrrr
siap kao ble kao online

so ak decide nk mrapu sbentar

td pgi bgn awal
tp tdo blek
sbb? suke
npe suke sbb sje nk soh kwn marah
soo kul 1035 mber ak text
"kao kat mne?"
ak pn jwb
"ngah drift"
cewahh padahal ngan bekfes mkn karipap kat umah
hahahahahhaha
tp dier yg lmbt
mirah kao mcm SIPOTT
ak mle2 ok lg laa text
"syg u kt mne?"
xreply ak pn pns ahh
"kao kt mne doh?"
hahahhaha gler beze hahahah
makkluk ni mmg bikin pneh je hhahahah

pastu g laa klcc
pehh konon ahh rye cine kdai tutup
pdhl dtg awaal gila
bli tiket nseb bek tade kes2 mcik mngamuk
sbb ak da x lrt nk lyn adegan2 pelik
pstu ak pn x igt sgt laa ape yg ktorg buat
tp mostly ak gelak
knape eh?
maybe tnpe sbb hahahahha
ak igt ak tkinja2 hahhaha
tp ak x igt knape.. hmmm

haaa
nk taw tdkn ak g galeri
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH
mostly gmbr kat stu xde mkne utk ak
dan ak hye make fun of it..
ok giler x mhargai seni
kpd si pngmbil gmbr
sye mmg kagum laa dgn hsil seni awak
mmg gmpk dn mkagumkn
terkesima dbuatnye

pstu g mkn kat signature tuh
sbla ak ade empat org india tue
comel je mreka mkn eskem mcD
hahahha sorg tu kn mkn mcm mkn nugget
hahhahaha
dier x jilat dier mkn
wtf fly!
HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA BENGONG GILA

amirah mjed tade lesenn ayok tataw~
p/s: ni sje je nk kne kn kao tgk kao marah x?
=DDDDDDD

td g tnds
tggu kt luar
mirah mjed yg msuk
ak tggu pnye tggu
tgk mamat bkn wrganegara
nk pegi toilet
smpai dpn toilet dier bhenti
smbil ushar kdalam
ak pn tumpag pelik mcm dier
ade makhluk ape dlm tu smpai dier tkut nk msk??
tetibe tringat kpd monster2 dlm cter atromen
atau pn akan ade serangan pacat
mlompat2 kluar dr tnds
euuuuuuuuu
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
klu jd mcm ak tataw nk buat ape
smbh coke mcd kott
itu je snjate yg ak ade

eh btw korg taw x cmne nk buat pacat yg fake?
klu korg nk kenekn kwn tyme bday dier lahh kn
mirah ak taw bday kao dh dkt siap ahh
hahhahahaha
cre2 dier mcm ni
amek kokocrunch
rendam dlm susu
lme2
tp jgn arr smpai basi lak
pastu dier akn kembg
mcm pct atau lipas
haaa
cmtu ahh
senang je
snarnye ak sdiri pnah tkjut ngan mnde tu
hahhahahahaha
siap mlompat agi

smpai umah ak trun bas
jln2 mdaki bukit
mredah lautan
berenang ketepian
smbil mnum air kotak oren
skali ade lak sembur2 nyamuk kat umah ak
peergggghhh
bau mcm tikus reput cmpur ikan mati kembong kat laut tercemar
dn dikisar hingga sbati
mntp punya!
ak pn tutup nk straw spya x mcemarkn air aku
cewahh
pstu spruh mti thn nfs

smpai umah ak tgk byk gila lipas btmpiaran ke sane sni
mybe umah diorg tlh tcemar ngan smburn nyamuk tu
adelah 3 4 ekor
ak yg mmg anti kpd makhluk hitam
berkilat dn berbulu tu
x lupe besesungut yg annoying tu
mhalau mreke dgn cre pling mntap
"shuuuhh shuuhhh"
smbil mbuat gerakan tgn ala2 taichi
cume tde bckground msic ahh
tp diorg degil
ak pn bertitah
"woi korg ak taw laa korg cm sesak nafaskn
tp boleh x korg gather satu kluarge mati sesame?!"
pehhhhhhh mcm depe paham
hahahhahhahhaa

ok lahh smpai dsini shje
thanx mira mjed for evrything

p/s: mr punchi2 dah on yeay2!

jam_an

wuu sal korg bce??
*sbb ini kan ke blog*
tp tjuk dier? korg still bce ee x malu
*hihi tesipu2*
ish3 ape nk jd korg ni

itu karutn di larut mlm

ak kn bz
mcm yb yg x cukup tgn nk handle mslh rkyt
*tgn lgi*
kne pergi sne sini
mnyelamatkn dunia dr helah anasir2 jht
mbersih kn environment
dr kotorn2 degil
mhapuskn kebulurn
d ngara2 yg memerlukn
dgn mlimpahkn coklat ke ldg gndum
atau melimpahkn senyuman yg manis gitu
atau mlimpahkn jelingan mnja
*kang ak limpang kao kang*

soo stlh ai blik dr kje
dgn jln yg jam
projek2 yg on hold
tender2 yg mjadi impian
msih lg ddlm diskusi
bini lg anak2 lgi
mmg emm susah sket lah
*fly mngkuk sudah cukup*

so ak penat
bkk lptop tertido smbil mnaip
selsema tnda pressure
itu saintifik aw jgn main2!
main2?
main ape?
pukul berape dtuk harimau?
pukul due~
pukul brape dtuk harimau?
pukul 3~
AAAAAAAAAA!!!!
*smbil berlari2 tkut d makan*
*otak ak mngong sket*
*x perlu offer nk pukul*

so ak decide nk tdo sbntr bersama kit kat
then siap
set jam phone..
jam phone mber..
suh mber jd jam..
suh jam jd mber..
suh sah suh sah~
*maklum yg diats adalah sound effect yg tataw dtg dr mne*

mber ak ade laa kjut
bule plak ak jwb
"iye2 sile ikut giliran, jgn brebut2.
gunung x lari kmana jgn rsau. satu utk sume sume utk satu*
ish3 itu sume fitnah belake!
mnede ak ckp mcm tu
ak just ckp
"kao pehal?! biar btul? check2 mike 123.. oye mngikut maklumat yg dberikn cuaca akn brubah mngikut zon dan yg sme waktu dgn nye.. soo bule lah berbuka"
eh mnede kao gile klu ckp mcmtu sure
ak diketuk2 dgn sudip
smbil mber ak nyanyi
"kami dah pulang emak buat cucur
mudah sje tmbh air
gaul sbati goreng dn sedia
tepung cucur adabi rahsianye!"

ak ckp
"haaa ok thanx"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
then tjage
tgk dh pagi tp bkn laa pkul 8 mcm post yg sblum ni
msih lg "pagi yg gelap kni suda terang ak adekmu dn engkao abg" gitu~
then tgk laptop
ym
hahahhahahahah mber ak g mutekn laptop ak
sbb tanak byi audible
gila jahat
ak rse byi punchi2 yg kuat tuh sure bule bgnkn ak lah kan
tp apakn daya masa x akan kembali
hancur musnah laa semuanya~
selamat hari raya hari utk kita bersuka ria
setahun hya skali mrayakn hri yg mulia ini~

then ak tgk mber ak yg sme2 bsyahid ngan ak td
telah slamat dsyahidkn
x bgn2~
tgk jam msh ade lg symbol alarm
npe x bbyi td?
klu x msti ak bgn on time
ak puzzle mmikirkn nya
mungkin sbb ble ak set jam
nk bgn kul 12 mlm
ak tkan 12 pm
dn dier x jd nk berbyi
mberontak dan mogok lapar
itulah hp ak
*cehh pdhl ak rse ak yg slah*
soo lps ni set jam 12 am yeahh
eh korg ntah2 kn mber ak yg syahid tu pn set jam 'pm' x?
hahahhahaah

so ble bgn
otak slow
kne blog dlu utk recharge otak!
wuuuu~
skng dah oke
trima kasih kpda mereka yg sudi mbace
trima ksh kpd mak dn ayh dkampung
penerbit.. pnulis lirik.. tv3..
ohhhhh sye x taw nk ckp ape dsini *blushing2*
kpd pminat2 anugerah ini utk anda
tnpa anda tiadalh sye dsini
trima kseh byk2
awwwwww
*flying kiss*

cehh pastu award jatuh dn pecah
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
errr =,=""

ape ntah tjuk yg sblum ni (part 2)

ok nmpk sgt pmls nk g check tjuk ak yg aritu..

smbung cter aritu..
ak pn smpai intec dgn slamat
pastu ape yg blaku adlh rhsia

kaca
bosan
ak x phm nape msti buat mnde ni
ok snarnye x laa bosan sgt
tp still u knw..
like err~~
ak bjet ade laa grouping2 ke
wat aktiviti2 yg mbrangsangkn minda ke
smlm ade fitness mnde ntah
exercise2 laa itu ak x kesa laa
x laa susa mne
tp yg coordinator tu pelik gile
err x.. x plik
cme ak je yg cm rse dier plik
smthg wrong smwher *sesenang hati kao je fly*
tape jgn rsau
dier bukan alien berbdn hijau bjari tiga
tp dier botak itu psti
kilat woo~
HAHAHAHHAHA
pastu dier pumping gne ibu jari
gile blagak
pastu dier x abes2 citer psl bini dier seorg uztazah
tp mmg pelik laa dier tu
AND
suke men-trigger-kn sifat ke-blue-an guys
grrrrrr

weh ak ngantuk ahh
smpai sni je laa
nmpknye mse mcemburui kita
hahhahahaha alasan

gila bgus... (part1)

smlm gila penat..
decorate2 design2 potong2 gam2 jahit2
pastu ak ngan rumate ak dh mcm syur
layu~~~~~~~~~~~~
pastu x bley blah
HAUS GILA NK MAM!
hausss hausss hausssss
mcari2 air mcm ikan
*kire air tu penting ahh*
*x pyh nk gelakn prumpamaan ak*

pg ni gila best!
dsebabkn bgun kul 630 tu ade ke plak
angin
dingin
salju *gile tipu*
meniup2 langsir oren ak..
ak pn bselubung dlm blanket ak yg COSY gilaaa
then tdo balekkkkkkkkkkkk
wuuuuuuuu sedappppppppppppp

then tjage.. ooopss pehal terang gila
tgk laa hp..
7.58
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
mlompat dr katil!
siyes x tipu ble igt2 blek cm actress indiana jones
wuuu
melompat2
HAHAHHAHAHAH
tros je amek towelllllllll
skali tringat bju kurung x gosok lagi
pasti jerit
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
then rumate ak pn tjage
HAHHHAHA
ak pn dgn ganas nye kluarkn bju kurung ak tu dr locker
PUNG PANG *smbil mcarut d sane sni*
kluakn iron bla bla bla
time tu ak rse cm nk byk tgn..
bru laa stylekn sume tgn2ku bergerak dlm stu mse
skali mber ak kate
"fly.. kao g laa mndi ak tolong ironkn bju kao"
"THANK YOU WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
again mlompat nk pegi ketnds

ak pn yg rse lmbt ni kol parents ak
"ktorg tgh cr parking ni"
shittttttttttttttttttttttttt
then dgn pntsnye
ak pn trun tgge dr tgkt 5 yg cm klcc tu
kengkang2 ak trun tgge laju2
ok time ni ak x tpikir pn nk kaki2 yg byk
sbb itu gile geli utk diimagine
especially time trun tgge
adeke plak mamat2 cleaner tu usha2
time tu ak pn jln mcm kool lahh kn
kao gile ke hape kengakang2 dpn org
eu
then ble dh lps mamat2 immigran tu
ak pn kengkang2 blek
HAHAHHAHA
*gile mcm bodo*

then naek bs
ok time ni ak hrp sgt bs intec ni drift
buat wheeli time slekoh
kire ak dtg intec ngan pnuh gaye lah kn
hahahahha
tp malang nye bs tu
lmbt mcm siput

sheesss ak de hal laa
kne g dewan blek
nnt ak smbung
chow!

alahai

sedih giler
bju ak terbang jatuh atas bumbung kat bwh rumah
iye bwh rumah ak ade bumbung ak tanak explain
xde mood

sedihh gileeeeerrrrrr
nak ngesssss
i luv that shirt
dlu bli kat penang
ak shoping ngan adek ak
bli baju tu~~~
wawawawawa

ok ak sedih gile nk nges
ak rse cukup sedih hri ni
as usual hari2 ak mmg mnyedihkn
tp dr pagi bfikirn positif
tp now ak rse nk nges gileeeeeerrr

why must that shirt
i miss my sister now
plus tshirt tu ade gmbr ayam mati
yg sgt comel
ak pkai tshirt tu jmpe nabil
jmpe amirah majed
sedihhhhhhhhhhnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
canot takeeeeeeeeee
i want that shirt!!!!
*god fly stop crying like a child*
WAWAWWAWAWAWAWAWAWAWAWAWAWA

time square

smlam bgn gila awal *muke bgge*
bgn2 tgk ade msg sorg makhluk ni tye "dh tdo ke blum?"..
pk pk takan nk reply "dh bgn" kan.. haha
ksian dia

ok truskan cerita..
pegi laa tggu bas gila lama
mber ak dah siap ckp
""kang ak wat rusuhan kang"
ak pn ngan sopan nye bkate "x dan nye kao nk buat rusuhan sonsorg"
pastu dier dn ak nye ckp "fly~ jum.. kite wat rusuhan same2"
apekahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HAHHAHAHAHA

pastu tggu ktm
nek moyang lamo den nunggu
x yo sampai2
x koso den nk nunggu lg do..
hahaha lama gila x mnahan..
dh tu dlm tren tu pnuh gila
ok mesti korg ckp "alah fly mcm x penah naik tren"
tp penat ahhhhhhhh
dgn makhluk2 pelik
dh laa sempit pastu boleh lak gurau2
klu korg nk gurau2 statik x pe
ni gerak kiri kanan atas bwh
hadusss
ak tpisah ngan mber ak
pastu tpakse mngadap bdk2 les
aiiyooooo
geli gilaaa
ak rse nk nges je sbb bsentuh kulit ngan mreke
HAHAHA
bjet laa
tp siyes x bley blaa
sebaek x kiss dpn ak
eeuuu
main acah2 nk kiss dh cukup mgelikan ok
grrrrrrrrr

smpai ts
bratur utk mbeli tiket wyg
lame gilaaa panjang gilaaa
ok fine laa mber ak g bli brg yg ktorg nk cr
soo bratur laa dgn sesedap hati nye
skali br pasan ak just ade rm6
kejdhnye nk bli tiket wyg due keping kan
ayoyo
then call mber ak
ain to the rescue haha lwk gilerr
ktorg dcide nk tgk citer ape
ak nk tgk toothfairy
dier nk tgk adnan sempit
at the end due2 ta dpt
last2 kitorg tgk spy next door
gelak over giler dlm tu
btw
mse nk bli tiket tu kan
ade la makcik ni dgn suare garau nye
"adek! boleh tolong makcik x?!"
ak pn smbil pndg atas bwh ngeluarkn byi "aa?"
"makcik nk bli tiket wyg boleh tolong blikan x? line pnjang sgt laa.. mk cik nk tgk legion pkul due.. boleh blikan?!"
ak pn pikir dn pikir dn pikir
ok sbnrnye ak pending time digest soklan dier psai pnjg sgt
ble daa "criket2" br laa ak phm
ak pn kate
"amboi2 makcik, makcik igt makcik ni sape? x bole ke bg salam ke.. sopan sikit ke.. saye pn bratur pnjg gak td.. sesenang hati makcik ngan suami makcik je nk buli makhluk2 comel mcm kami.. blah laa gi tye org lain.. xsanggup sye nk tlong org mcm makcik"
hehe ak tipu je
ak sbnrnye takut sbb mkcik tu suare dier mcm marah2 mungkin pms ke hape ke
lps tu aku mcm dpt firasat klu ak x stuju dier akan terkam ak dn mkn ak hidup2 kat stu
soo ak pn angguk
x lupe lps tu ak ngn mber ak kne fire sbb dier x pcaye hrge tiket tu rm17
last2 dgn akak yg jual tiket tu pn kne fire sbb bnde yg same
apekaaaahh

tp alhamdulillah ktorg dpt mnde yg ktorg cr
tmsuk hp br mber ak yg dibeli d lowyat..
sesak2 je hdp kami smlm
then time nk blek tu tren xde laa penuh sgt
ok ok je laa
acceptable laaa
cume cm tkejut mlihat makhluk2 yg bkepale kuning
trus tringat thaipussam di area rumah ak
i repeat area rumah ak bkn rumah ak
kami x smbut harap mklum..

smpai2 kat stesen ktm s.alam hujan
ak dgn poyo nye mngeluarkn payung hijau ak yg br dibeli beberape hr lepas
yeahh dgn prasaan riak nye *astaghfirullah*
membuka payung itu buat ptama kali
skali kantoi x reti gne payung tu
walau pn cun meletop pyung ak tu
ak dah basah br bjaye kasi dier bukak
apadaaaa

mcm tu laa citernye pegi ke ts
like my fren said
duit mcurah2 jatuh ke ldg gandum
=DDD

its doughnut

iye iye saye dah tahu
bru tahu

td de test
pastu kne jwb doughnut
tp ak x reti eje mnde tuh
ak eje donut
sbb ak rse donut tu mcm slalu je nmpk
mungkin kerna bace blog shaza si donut tu
ahh
tp word tu ade
dlm buku i should hv memorize the spelling
nnt msti kne perli

eshhh bodough laa
ble pk2 blek lawak giler dough
so akng ni sangao nk eje doughnut je dough
kwn2 dah mule annoy
bodough laa fly diam bley x
alaa tape lah kan dr doughlu lg ak annoy depe

korg ak rse miskin tade doughwit
org len dpt skali trus doughwa ribu stgh
ak pye doughwit dah abes bli buku
adoughai
pe nk jd ni...

nk makan kuey tiaw goughreng
nk soh minah2 rumah ni blanje laa
tp diorg kate
blah laa dough tipu je kao tde doughwit
mmg tipu pn
tp skit jeee tgal..

ak td annoy kan kwn ak
hahahahhaha
dier tensen
ak sukeeeeee
dier bnsib baek tetibe ym ak mampus
ble tenet dh elok
dier dh sign out
hahahha lawak2

mesti korg rse "sengal gler kao dough"

ok fly plajaran hri ini dh tmt
its doughnut!
only doughnut
=DDDD

Hamster

hari ini agak bangang~

ade ke *dgn penuh excitednye bcerite*
td mse blek ngan rumate ak a.k.a clasmate ak
dgn pnuh dinamiknye nk bcerita smthg kat dier
"ain kao taw x td kan group sumaiyah kan dier cter psl male is the incompletion of female.. bla bla bla"
reaction ain: "emmm" smbil angguk2
lps tu ak pn trus dan trus bpikir..
dier kan clasmate ak HADOIHHHHHH mestilah dier taw
bangang gila kao fly!
pastu ak ckp "ehh ain kao ni bkan ke klasmate ak hahahha mestilahh kao ade td kan*
jwpn bangang nk cover crite bangang
nk dpendekan citer smbil jalan2 tu ak truskan bfikir *susah sket nk bpikir tp klu dh bpikir x bhenti2 bpikir*
ak on tringan sesuatu yg lg bangang
"ehh ainn kan ke kao segroup ngan sumaiyah tuh?!!!"
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BANGANG GILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ok ayat cover ak lps gelak yg behnti2 "tade laa ak rse mcm kao tde je dlm klas, imean sbla ak especially kan sbb tu la ak rse nk citer kat kao... tp mmg laa kao tade kat sbla ak kan sbb kao ade kat dpn kelas"
bangang sungguh =DDDDDDDD

perhatian

FLY=FarahLiyanaYusman bkn Lalat atau Terbang





sje jeeeeeee nk korg kompem kan HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA *fenat dah gelak*

cbut gigi

hey nigger! HAHAHHAHAH *bodo*
heyy poeple!! *smbil mlambai2 tgn mcm princess*
i knw ive been posting soo mny thngs bout my teeth..
surely u ppl bored already
but now im putting it off
the last episode of my teeth
wuuuhooo~

ok on monday i went to see the dentist
after class tuu.. dgn beg gedang2 plus laptop yg berat nk mam
then i went lah to ths
KLINIK PERGIGIAN DAROYAH
*ye ye sile gelak*
i knw wht ure thnkg
"DAROYAH?!!"
come on flyy... haha
yep thats the fact
but still i am thankful that the nme wasnt ROGAYAH
or LATIPAH.
or even MAIMUNNAH
coz if it does probably u guys will laugh harder thn ths
ahhhh~ the hell lah wif the name kan

ok
then when i was ther buat mke kaye..
g klinik mahal woo
makes me feel like want to learn all those prubatan alternatif
kan senang x pyh kluar duit amek je akar2 kayu
sembuhh
wahh angan2
ok smbung, wat derr,
kne laa bius kan
pnjangggggggggggggggggggg gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the jarummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
takut x?
tp tape ak terel.. sure laa ak x tkut en..
ak bkn cm korg
WAHAHA
pastu mule laa rse kebas2
ak mle2 rilek cm pro ahh
bjet jee mcm slalu jmpe dntst
pstu lme2 ak cm bosan dn tataw nk wat ape
so ak pn sentuh2 mulut ak
eeeeeeeee
hahahha mcmlah mulut sdiri njis kan
x rse wooo
ak rse mcm hebat ahh
pstu gigit2 bibir sbb x rse
fuuhh mmg power ahh
pstu dgn kuasa doremon yg ak ade
ak mgunakan spenuh daya imaginasi ak
yg tapenah nk dgredkan a
ak pn mbygkn
wat if i just chew my mouth up
like food u know
what wil hpen??
darah memancut2
pstu mulut terkoyak dgn dsyt nyee
ak trus kan mngunyah my own mouth mcm mkn gummy bears
then habis darah melimpah ruah ke atas lantai
baju.. krusi.. all over the place
then the half part of my mouth dah tde
mnyebabkn nmpk laa bhgian gigi bwh ak yg merah2
when the dentst cme in ak pon serg dier
AK TELAHH MNJADI KANIBAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok imaginasi ak je
hahahahhaah
*buat muke ikan*

then dh kebas sekebas2nye dktor tu pn msk laa
smbil pegang spanar atau puncher bermata satu
dier pn kate
"jgn risau.. x saket"
ak pn cye.. dgn ikhlas tnpa niat mahu memakn that dntst
her assistan plak hold my head
MY HEAD U KNOW
bapak ahhh kao taw cm proses mbaiki kete je ak rse
huhuw
time cbut tu ak bley dgr byi gigi ak dtarik
dsyt wa ckp luu
then ak rse ccair yg suam mngalir dlm mulut
lme2 sket but i cn feel that cecair itu memenuhi ruang mulut ak
seperti yg korg buleh agak
its blood
lots of blood
alahh nk ak gmbrkan jgk ke?
korg ni imaginasi rendah lahh
*poyo dlm blog sdiri*
klu kiorg tgk movie kan
part accident tu
x pn dlm citer industan
part hero kne blasah tuu
kn darah byk gier memancut2 kluar dr mulut
mcm kes ak drh x de laa ganas sgt
cume memancut ke dinding ahh
ksian dorg pastu kne lap2 dinding tuh
soo at least ak dh taw laa cmne rsenye ade darah yg byk dlm mulut
ak ble tringat blek ptut nye soh doktr tu rkam en
br laa korg nmpk btape penuh aksi thriller nye drh ak memancut
(ok ak tpu lagi)

then dktr tu tye
haa nilah gigi awak
nak bwk blek??
ak: KAO GILER KE APE??
SAKET BODOH! AHH KAO MEH AK MAKAN KAO *smbil terkam ke arah mangsa*
ok itu sume imaginasi ak
againnnnnnnn

hahahha
then lps cbut tuh mlayang lah rm60 ak
huuhuuuhuuu
yg x bley bla nye
pastu cbut gigi trus bli
NASI AYAM BREMPAH
hahahhahahahha ngok gilerr
kunun kempunan
pstu drh x henti2 mngalir
so ak mnum laahh air sirap tu tnpa byk songeh
cehh pdhl bising gilee mintak simpati
x malu btul hahaha
mkn nsi tu pn bersos asli terbaik dr ladang
bdoh la kao ni
(monolog)
ok tp bab mnum2 drh ni bkn imaginasi ak
mmg blaku btul2
its just wont stop
ak bsyukur krn x melakukan imaginasi pertama ak utk memakan mulut sdiri
sbb rse darah yg byk x delaa sdp sgt
bile dah bosan2 mhirup darah segar
ak pn kate kat mber ak
"wehh ak rse ak dh buleh aply nk msk family the cullen sbb ak ni kire vege ahh"
reply mreke: eeeeeeeeeeeeee (smbil mbuat muka hina)

soo skang ni the bleeding hs stop!
im bloodless
cewahh
soo tamat lahh alkisah gigi fly
they live happily ever after =]

=]

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
See, not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

....................

This is a call to the color-blind
This is an IOU
I'm stranded behind a horizon line
Tied up in something true

Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for

Why is it not my time?
What is there more to learn?
Shed this skin I've been tripping in
Never to quite return

Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
Cause I'm bigger than my body now

Maybe I'll tangle in the power lines
And it might be over in a second's time
But I'll gladly go down in a flame
If the flame's what it takes to remember my name

Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded (by)
All this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting
For my fuse to dry
For my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body
I'm bigger than my body
I'm bigger than my body now

i live on my own

as i entered the room, what ive expected came true. it is neither quiet nor glass cracking noisy. the air was cool and wraps me up as the warmth from the outside felt defeated by it. i am glad a made it here, on the second floor of the block which i rarely go before this. the view is different than my norm. i dont think im in a smaller cube or it is just a misinterpretation of narrowed eyes. quickly i move away from the door, and dragged my feet to the end and the corner of the class. breath deeply and smile to those whom i know and i dont as well. for the first time in my life i was early; early for me that only tha last place available is at the back of the class. i dont mind, i know i'll be late evryday. so i dont prefer all eyes following my footsteps and mind wondering whats the most possible thing could happen to me if im late evryday, therefore, thanks but no thanks to the front seats.

what is the most wonderful thing that i can expect from people around me? nothing much or perhaps nothing at all. lecturer was late so theres nothing for me to do. i dont hve books, just pieces of papers and a fat sturdy pencil case. i dont really hv somebody to text in a very morning as i counted the possibilities of evrybdy is in class and expand their imagination and thoughtful mind to reach the sky of knowledge and swim in the river of information. not to mention that there a possibilities evrybdy is still in the heaven of willy wonka's since last night. my eyes observe those around me, my ears were paying attention, my mouth close tight and myself? just keep breathing in and out. however the reality is i dont see what im observing, i dont listen to what i heard, i talked to my heart over and over again and my heart? suffocated.

i took out another heart of mine and stuck them in my ears; increase the volume so that i wont hear anything else just songs. later on i just follow the rythm and flow of beautifully written poems of life, love and heart ache. as i dont want to see whats there in front of me i decided to close my eyes and just spent my time in the wall ive created. an action that is not relevant but the relieving. i can feel my breath again.

i dont talk much eventhough im very talkative, i dont laugh eventhough im a cheerful person, i dont move from my plce eventhough im energetic, i dont make jokes eventhough im very funny, i force myself to sleep eventhough im not sleepy, and i keep evrything to myself eventhough i need to tell them to someone.

as i tried to give my pointview it is unheard, as i choose to keep quiet then i was called to be not helping, as i was having a deep thought i was considered to be useless, when i ask question you gave me a talk-to-my-hand signal showing that i am such i interuption. its painful. i cnt be left alone coz when that happen heart will start to be in pain and tears fall down though i never show. but i always being left alone in a class full of people, how unexplainable. i always hear my heart screaming out loud and ask me to just go and i was scared if other people could hear that too. all i did was scrolled down my contact munbers and seek out who i can talk too. but in the end, as always, i didnt push the green button.

i know if i do push the button evrybody will help me out, thats why i just cnt do it. i just remain calm in my seat and listen to songs again and again and again. i just hope that things get better soon. i hve to ignore the ignorance, and hope that people arround me see that what goes around comes around. if im quiet doesnt mean im stupid, useless, brainless, and yes i do have a heart. you can live without me but you cnt push me away becoz my life does not depend on you. talk as much as you can eventough it is crystal clear that talking is ur weakness.

what im glad is that i learn more than you, and i believe ths thngs will happen again there in the state but youll suffer more than me. youll feel much more pain than i do, you will learn that your instant friends wont be there to help you out becoz what cn i say, theyre instant. dont worry i cn still hold on to my breath as long as i could no matter how painful it is becoz i am calm enough to try to see things broadly and appreciate those around me.

i live on my own.

isnt courtesy is beautiful?

i went to a trip (which i'll tell you later) and at thers a person that i feel the prettiest person among all. if im a guy surely i want to make her my gf pekaah. ak bkn gay pless eh tp it is undeniable. then i dun care lah what whtever stuff she do wif her frends kan.. but thers one time i feel like "no matter hw preety you are if courtesy you put under the shoes you are nothing!"

HELLO, even the bitchest person yg i hate pn use the simplest courtesy word why cant you.

logicallylah kn, if you dunno a person and you would like the person to do smthg for you rite what do you say? "would you PUHLESSSS .....?" btul?? even if the person is your frend you will say "weh tolong..." and ends with thanx even the smallest action or saying reveal you colour ok..

DAH TU?? BUAT2 X RETI KE?!!! NAK KATE BANGANG NK BLAJA SEBERANG LAUT x phm ak lahh.

eventho ure pretty, doesnt mean you cn shit on other people... honestly ak MELUAT GILA tgk prangai kao.. klu nk bjet cool dpn opposite sex fine go ahead dun make people around you prop. do your best in that area alonelahh

please ak taw kao bgge ngan skola kao en so g blaja blek courtesy ngan peers ke cegu2 ke pegilah pegi2 biar elok sket prangai sepadan ngan muke..

khas utk mirah majed yg gedik hahahahha

sape nak tahu.. dier mmg gedik.. hahahhahahhahahahah

twothousandten

hey ppl....
im juz gonna write down all my pretty beautiful dreams for 2010... bkn laa azm tp a willpower generator for me i guess..
im not gonna write my reasons but to lock them up in mu heart..

1) by the end of this year, i want once to be in NEW YORK CITY...

"In New York,
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
There's nothing you can't do,
Now you're in New York,
These streets will make you feel brand new,
The lights will inspire you,
Let's hear it for New York, New York, New York

One hand in the air for the big city,
Street lights, big dreams all looking pretty,
No place in the World that can compare,
Put your lighters in the air, everybody say yeah
Come on, come,
Yeah,"



2) by the end of this year i want once to be able to touch SNOW with my bare hand (childish gilak..)



3) by the end of this year i want once to be able drive a LEFT SIDE driver car.. (illegal pn tape ;p)



funny dreams hehh??