aaaahhhh

things are nw scatered here and there...
im drowning!!! got some help from some people...
next to me, far from me, inside me..
including an unknown person..
thanx...

duhh..
uncontrolable things are doing their best in their foremost profession..
to be uncontrol by me..
yet to feel frustrated..

hmmm...
huuuhh..
i shall be thankfull with offers once given by my love...
i shall accept it way early b4..
b4 things turn out this way
or shall i say
rice become porridge?

naahh
not yet.. not yet porridge but this stands in between that
i need more tyme.. giv me
i need more space.. help me
i need you to be sent away..
away from my head, body, and soul..
but youre not for now i know
but you will later the day
which will come soon
so when it come, i shall feel reluctant

im letting u off my hand
im not letting u off my hand
r u gud enuf to stay alone
can u hndle it without me
even when seperated u'll be my key of success
even when i doubt, u'll put evrything aside
even when i hv faith in you, will you never call me back until the day comes
i will be depending on you then..
to help me when we know we are nver goin to meet each other anymore

ironic isnt it
i know.. hehe
its going to be ironic when the time comes
ok ok ill wait
then we'll be apart with 3/4 of my heart goes with u
with nothing from u stay with me..
we both will go further

i just knew it

aaaahhhh
=]

raya 2009

since the past one month i was wondering how is it like my raya dis yer.. imagining wether this is my last raye.. imagining those frends out of msia celebrate their raye.. imagining the diff im probably gonna feel between this yer and next.. how would i feel then.. put that aside as my raye had finished and went well.. appreciating everybody around me and made my life happiest person ever for ths raye.. =DD



blek dr intec on thursday.. went to school tutup pulak.. tape2.. jmaat bli bju raye dkt giant je x jaoh.. due keping cukup la kan.. hehe kat umah set ngan mak nk sapu her old bju kurung not so outdated.. sooo ckup bju raye for ths yer.. hehe iye sye bli bju rye selang sehari blum raye..



sbtu blek kg pgi2 lg... kuala pilah.. smpai2 rendang sdg dikacau, kuah kacang br nk buat, rebusan, daging masak kicap?(ye pelik2 je thn ni), x lupe gulai udang msk lemak cili api, pastu ade plak kueh bakar msk stai traditional.. ngan kek kukus 2 ketul yg memerlukan hmpir 3 jam utk msk setiap satunye dn resultnye kek BATAT! hahahahhahahah (tataw eje).. mlm tu beronggeng dgn 3 org gadis pingitan.. huhuw kesen2 yg bjet hot mredah ke bahau.. kununnye jaoh laa sgt ngan kp tu tp nek kete x pn.. ktorg mbeli belah kesane kemari msk semua kdai yg ade dan spt biase ak x beli ape2.. cehh tp mmg best tgk kesen ak tawar menawar.. serious wa ckp lu.. mantap ow.. "kak, bapo rogho tudung ni kak??.. umangai maha bona ni.. kurang laa sket kak esok da nak ghayo ni takan laa kughang sket pn x buleh ko.. bos mane?" haha cam syiall... pastu pth blek ke kp utk mborong kerepek... yg ni ak bli! hahahah mak ak sroh laa.. ak taw sure korg gelak kn ak sbb ak hye mbeli mknn kan? kn? ak taw dah.. tape2 gelak2!

blek rumah ape lg bperang ngan kg sblah! boom bangg.. wahaha ktorg juare sbb ade mercun yg mcm tgk kt tv tu.. yeahh tp kompem bkn ak lah supplier mndealah tu.. tu pacek ak nye kje ok.. pastu sesi menuntut duit raye dr pacek dan macek.. yess pd satu mlm yo den kayo! tp tyme ni mmg best ak x tipu! (err perluka ak tipu?) siyes klaka.. sume nk lebih je.. kutip due tige kali pn ade (sape lg klu bkn aku).. esh x malu btul..

raye! yeeeeeppiii bju baru kaler biru! hya braye 3 rumah.. wey kao taw ak ade la kn g satu umah ni.. dier msk lodeh mmg mntp ahh.. skjp je lesap lodeh org tu dier kne msk br hehehe.. pastu de laa relatives dier dtg smpai 21 org! pehh mne dihangkutnye tu dah tu bju sume kain yg same.. walaweyy mmg kaye laa nagoya ngan tukang jhit diorg tu.. yg baby2 pn skali pkai bju kain kaler tu.. ktorg pn brmbuslahh sbb rumah tu kecik x muat 21 org tu dn juge sbb lodeh tu da abes.. nnt diorg ngamuk lak klu taw kitorg abeskn lodeh tu so baek ktorg blah dlu ye x?? tindakan paling waras tyme raye.. elakkn pergaduhan..peh merantau ko lobaghoh ta haa blek laa kerumah dan spt biase nonggok dopan tv.. yess mmg best biarlahh sesape yg dtg ak x pdulik..

then raye kdua blek gmbk bg kucing2 yg kbulur kt umah ak tu mkn then tros bgerak ke perak.. penat x pyh ckp laa.. huuuuhhhhh mmg! mmg x penat psl ak tdo je dlm kete.. huahuahua.. smpai2 je trus braye walawey.. mkn laksa lg tuh hehe~ best2 pastu smpai kg jmpe laa sedare2 yg x jmpe btahun lmenye ececee.. esok tu g laa mjlnkn misi braye.. yeah misi ak iyalah mkn rendang sbb rendang perak num 1! dan spt biase ak tataw nape fmily mk ak ni ske hidangkn air sarsi tyme raye.. klu korg ade tgk eklan ribena yg maria tengku sabri tu kn.. haa camtu laa ak harap ade air ribena.. wahahhaa sume rumah kasi air sarsi... skali rumah yg last tu dier hidang air teh! abah kao laa ak nk minum tgh hri bute air teh pns huhuw.. pastu ak ngan lg due org kesen ak beronggeng ke jj ipoh! hahaha berjalan kesane kemari mcari jeans tp tade sale.. dan duit raye aku x smpai hrge jeans so ak bli jaket.. jaoh mnyimpng?? x jugak.. ekceli aircond klas ak da elok so klas ak cm freezer dn sume ak nye jaket yg nipis2 tu mnghabehkn bogheh yo.. huhuw ak bli la yg tebal sket.. sampai umah selesaikn ape yg patut pastu blek kl.

walaopn raye ak thn ni pendek tp penuh kriangan kgmbiraan kenangan! thanx you guys! never thought tis will be one of my greatest raya celebration! sye tumpng sdh kpd mreka yg ade khilangn org tsyg~ may Allah bless them.... tp raye thn ni mmg best! three thumbs up! =D

ngantuk

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apaka
tade kje
wawawawa
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kao x ngtuk ka?
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apaka
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ak slalu tetido tyme exam doh
sbb ngantuk
sbb syp sgt
ak ne thn syp2 ni
adoy aiii
haha
kao slalu x??
sure pyer la kan..
sape2 yg bce ni siyes alien
tolong lah
have some respect for urself
adeke duk torture minda mbace crap ak
hahahaha
tp kao mmg power
sbb mental kao kuat
ak suspect ahh sama kao
so?
ape kao rase?
kao rse banggelah kan
x pon kao rse hebat..
ape2 pn slamat bertaubat
yes ak da x ngantuk
sume sbb kao
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