i believe in karma.

life is full of ups and downs
undeniably true
today you might be the one on a plane
tomorrow you might be the one standing on pieces of sharp glasses
we would never know

from what ive learnt years ago
and been holding for it
if i receive good things, or good deeds, helps from people around us, or anything nice and pleasureable
i shall be thankful for God's bless and undivided love.
if i were to meet difficulties, painful moments, challenges;
i shall be patient for they are God's tests of measuring my loyalty;
i shall be thankful for what i have n appreciate what i owned,
and understand that both of these will bring me closer to Him

what about karma?
it keeps me sane. haha.

karma is a theory (i suppose) that is quite similar from what ive learnt
if we do good things, good things are going to happen to us back.
if not exactly happen to us, it might happen to our children or our children's children.
tho when we did good things we should do it sincerely and hope for no repay, but when we believe in karma we end up deciding what kinds of thing that we do not want ourselves to face. for example, when we help those people in need not because we want that exact person to help us back in the future but we just want things went smoothly anytime in the future or we would hope for good things (helping hands) to happen in our loved ones' lifes. something like that.

it helps us prevent doing bad things towards other creatures as what we did will soon hit us back on our face. karma helps us to decipline ourselves, our attitude, prevent us from being snobbish, rude and all the bad things. but the thing is, bad things that will bounce back to us wont be necessarily the same with the action we made and we would never know when will it'll happen.

the tricky part of karma is (i believe in karma as it helps me being sane and think further not becoz unreasonably believe things happen out of my God's hand) you could think karma the other way round.

when you do good things, its either you are starting a new cycle of your karma or you are actually ending the other person's karma. when you did bad things, its either bad things will happen to you or the person you did bad to was actually receiving his/her payments.

get what i mean?
food for thoughts

settle down in a new place

i know (i hope) some of u guys are wondering what act happened to me and hows my life going on. since i rarely online (yeke?) or i rarely talk to u guys. ak bukan sombong oke sape2 yg rse nk pk mcmtu suke hati laa ak pon dh x kesa. ak rse bnde mcmtu obviously irrelevant. ak bukan xnak ckp ngan korg. its either ak bz ataw ak penat. spe yg tanak ckp ngan family n friends weh?

since korg dah taw ak dah smpai kat madison. ak stay umah snior kjap smbil2 tu ak hannah n zaim g laa rayau2 cr umah and jumpe laa the one that meets our needs. soo ktorg pon move in. fully furnished sbb tu ak amek. klu x cm susa sket laa..
sni klu korg pagi ak mlm klu korg mlm ak pg. soo klu tyme memalam korg ngah rajin gler online maybe tyme tu ak mrayap so x perlu laa marah2(duhhh emo gile ak ni) oke sorry2

emm ak lately ade laa hal2 yg mbuat kn ak rse mmg wajib indipendent gile. thus mnyebabkan ak rse x peduli ape org len nk pk ataw rse. tp kat korg x laa. easy said x semua yg kite expect kite dpt. being independent is the ONLY choice you have left. al bsykur gak things happen this way. i can somehow measure how tough i am and i could be. (x perlu ckp kat ak byk kan bsabar fly, kuat kan diri bla3 ak tahu siyes ak tahu so x perlu layan ak mcm ak ni x reti ape2) hmmmmm sorry laa post kali ni agak emo ak pon x psti npe. nnt laa ak smbung

engkao orang!

aku sudah berjaya mendapatkan necklace starfish aku tuh
hahahahahaha
dier kaler biru x turquoise (payoh bebenor nak eja) sgt
nnt laa ak upload pic dier
camera ak ape kne ntah
puase skali x bley cocok2
hahahhahahahahahahhahaha sengal

to my very special one

dearest dear lovely sweetheart,
you know who you are,
coz you always was is and will be..

as you know
im leaving soon
just wanna drop a few words
coz i could never say it right on ur face

the world we are living in is gonna be different
we gonna be different
no one gonna stays the same
every one change
i know
and i can tell
we both change..

but deep down in our heart
somewhere down there
no matter how small
no matter what color
no matter melt or froze
there must be the old you
and the old me

people around us are not gonna be the same
the music we listen to will go on with different beats
the smile we give out gonna be for thousand other reasons
so breathe deep and stand still

just incase the world u'll live in turn away from you,
the people you talk to wont listen to you,
your reading doesnt make any sense,
your feet could no longer bring you forward,
your breath become fast but short;

just incase everything goes the other way round,
tears wont roll down,
laugh turns to sigh,
and you wish that time should just stop for a while

just incase things happen
then,
turn around,
just for a second
you'll see me

with the warmest smile i could give

you'll have all my attention
you'll have all ears
you'll have my shoulder
you'll have my laughter
you'll have me

just remember wherever you go in life
theres always someone who cares for you
who takes your heart as their home
like how i took yours
and please do take mine too

there's no room for hatred in my heart
coz i feel worth living without it

penah dgr x lagu jet lag joss stone??
sedap wehh x tipu hahaha
ak suke lahh joss stone
apekahhh oke lupekann

wey korg ak dh bli brg mknn
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
byk gile syial!!!
mcm beruang prepare utk winter
ehh buruk plak ghopenyeee
mcm chipmunk kumpul kacang

amek x igt dunia
ish3
org sume tgk je mse ak kat giant
mesti diorg ckp dlm hati
"kuat nye nfsu mkn, setroli ni nk buat buke ptg ni ke?"
hello manede pepandai je
cewahhh cm bangang je emo ngan ayat sdiri
tatawlaa muat ke x beg ak tuh

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ak dah jahit name kat blazer MARA
hoyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
FLY is onboard baybehh hahaha (cm halal)

esok nk g tukang jahit kasut nk jahit name tag kat luggage bag
ni siyes poyo tahap dewa ni
ayah ak laa smgt gile
ak pon tompang skali
like sumaiya said "once in a life time"
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

oh oh b4 this ak ade byk gler prob psl housing
skang dh sttle
eventho ak rse mhl (kot)
tp tape lahh ak dh x kesa laa
mknn kn dh bli byk td
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
sure x kbulur
sengal~

oh yesssssss
ill be wearing baju kurung at the airport
shud i say green or turquoise? lbh kurg je laa
come, see and send me if and only if ure free =]

td buka mkn seafood
bday ade ak mak ak prepare food sedap giler babs hahahaha
ade ikan bakar, mussels bakar, udang bakar, kari sotong, kerabu kerang, rendang kerang, smbal tempe, kuah asam
PEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
sebaek korg tade td
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
thats not what i mean (ak taw ape korg pk kannn kannn?)
tade laa klu korg ade malu laa ak mkn cm kbulur seploh thun x mkn
hahahahhaha
BYAK LAA KAO PNYE COVER LINE
blahh aa
hahahahhahahahah gile syok sdiri ak ni
mcm monolog x bley pkai

pastu td adek ak bli cake
chocolate mud
pastu x msuk peti es sbb x muat
pastu klu 10 nk mkn tgk lembik gila
ak ckp laa ni bukn mcm mudni mcm poo
hahahahhahaha
pastu ak MAKAN!
hahahhahahahahhahahahaha

p/s: byk gile ak gelak =,="

hehehehe

korg! korg! dgr laa ni =]
ak rse kann hahahhahaa ak nearly fully recovered *ting!*
yeay yeay! healing took sooooooo much of my tyme
but the feeling of getting better is great!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

oh yeah
ive been spending my time out of the hse
merayap merayau meroyan? hahh

oi oi oiiiiiiiiiii
ak nk cr necklace laaa
where can i get a very special one eh?
i really want a special one
i hd one in my mind..
smthg like a turquoise starfish =]
itd better if i cud find fish like figure..
tp ak xnak yg murah2 nye
hahahahahah ak nk yg ak bley sentiasa pkai
(alahh bukan ak soh korg blikan pon.. )
if u gys taw any place yg ak bley dpt kasi taw eh
as soon as possible

hahahahahhaha
weh weh korg ak dah kemas bilik! cm x caye en
ak jumpe ak nye watch!!! yg ilang pada suatu ketika dhulu
dan dan dannnnnnnnn ak jmpe ak nye mp4 nye charger
stelah brabad lamenye ilang HAHAHAHAHHHA
ak tetibe rse cm ade super power
HAHAHAHAHAHA
oke cacat gler

emm emmm emmmmmm
lately ak asek pk pk psl course yg ak amek ni
hishhhhhhhhhh
feels soo disturbing
grrrrrr
nak len amek yg len...
things around me plak keep me confuse
hopefully this is the best
at least for now

lately ak rse mcm sgt dsayangi
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA MCM SBLUM NI X CUKUP KSIH SYG LAK
bongok lahh fly
kao taw makan kat umah ni makin lame makin superb
sumenye feveret abes hahaha
ak bule rse yg
ni mmg a "slow" farewell
its untold but everyone understands it well
comes with jokes and laughter but everytyme u stop to laugh
you starts to ponder
how things gonna change
and it aint gonna be the same anymore
sooner or later

tetibe je rse lame sgt dah x maen gitar..
hmmmmmmmmmm
i surely dont miss playing it
but with whom i played
hahahaha memories =)

oiii mari packing brg!
btrabut niiiiiiii

lastly, ehem ehemm ak dah bli portable charger
a charger that u can use without a power supply
tp of cos laa charge mnde tu dlu kan
hahahhahaha x kesa aaa
janji bley charge
esp in the plane
weeehooo!

pillow talk (copy dr yana)

Doa seorang Muslimah :)

Ya Allah andai aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintai-Mu.

Ya Muhaimin, andai aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, andai aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah, andai aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terhadap-Mu.

Ya Allah, andai aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu, janganlah biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah, andai Engkau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.


Selamat jatuh cinta! :) Semoga kekal kekal hingga ke hujung hayat :)

xoxo Liyana~

lets celebrate =]

hahahahaha cool kan =D happy birthday to those who celebrate it with me =] make a wish? hmmmmmmm gonna keep today's wish when i need to make on later.. =D

rabiatul adawiyah, aminah ariffin, zahirah zakaria, alia soeraya =]

dear kezens,

special thank you for always being there for me
whenever im normal and whenever im not

thanx for the laughs and tears we've share
all the gossipss, advicesss, knock in the head,
all the dramas! hahahaahahah
all the emotional storiessss
all the stupid jokes =D
all the never ending nights we've spent..
all the movies foods drinks video clips...
all the PICTURES!!!!!!!!
all the animal eating styles..
all the noise we made on the roof of jj ipoh!
all the klccs, midvalleys, sunways,
all the tyme we spent in the kitchen
(hell yeah wer doing quite well in the kitchen rite girls?)
thank you for all the
memories ;)

thank you for being there,
beside me physically and mentally
when i lose control,
when i barely breathe,
when i couldnt even stand on my own,
when the nights come,
when i cried my heart out,
when im totally out of reach from the real world,
when things are too difficult for me to accept,
when i thought im loosing my grip
when i thought i wasnt worth it
when i truly felt i was alone

but then you guys were there
all the time
trying soo hard to make me smile and laugh again
you guys made my world REAL again
made my life happier again
made me insane!

thanx
i dont think i cud have been better than i am now
thanksssss

i love you guys a lot!
gotta hv to send presents from wisc later =D




hahaha sayur sawi ku =D

i SERIOUSLY LOVE this pic

one word ira; BANGANG!!! hahahha

*peace*

dude, ak taw kao kesen ak but wtf pic ni?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and the countdown officially starts

started to feel like everyone around me becoming more kind than ever..
closer.. warmer.. =]

talk to nina the other day..
suddenly this line sliped my mouth
"i have less than 20 days and all i think is bout that"
hmmmmm rse mcm loser..

memories flowing through and through..
want it to stop, somewhat impossible
live with it is the only choice left..

enough said need to close that chapter of life sooner or later

let me list out the so called preparation haha
baju still dlm almari..
bilik sepah giler ngan plastik2 kotak2
since my mum wanted the room to be fully emptied when i leave
i take as much time as i cud..
not to clean the room..
not that im soooooo lazy (indeed i am)
but.. i dont like the feeling of leaving
leaving my super cosy teritory with no sign of my existence
i just dont like to leave and to be left
*sentimental melebih? yeaaa
i know she will remind me bout it every single day
but... i like the way it is now..
ill clean the room, put evrything in boxes, empty my closet, and give all the clothes to the needys
i will mum i will..
but its gonna take sometimes k

perlu cari charger dell utk gne kat sne..
dlu ade mase bli dorg dh ksi
but ble nk cr komfem xjmpe kannn
(eventhough blum cr hahahahha sengal)

perlu jgk cr charger utk fon..
eventhough ak still lg pening psl calling2 ke msia
tp tu blakang cter lah kan
what need to think about later, just think bout it later
right? =D

tgk movie byk2 hahaha mcm xkan jmpe wyg lg laa plak
well that habit mmg dh lme pon.. soo x plik sgt aa
watched almost every single movie
smpai nothing else to be watch hahahhahaha
milenge milenge pon jd lah kan
hahahhahahaahah bodo

i spent my tyme playing with my super chubby cats nowdays =D
i realize that they became cuter day by day
crazaaaaaaaaay!

mood changes easily lately..
good thing is i started to laugh quite often..
love my weekends
spent precious moments in n9 n perak
adeyyyyyy mata bkaca2 lahh plak kannn
thanx evryone
thanx a lot
i appreciate that =]