balek2 bnde nih...

ak pown ta bule nk ckp ape lg weyhh... blek2 psl ni gakk..
first of all my dad called me this noon and said " results of mara still the same.. but ive apealed already" so i was like.."its ok, dun worry it doesnt feel as hurt as the first tyme i heard bout it" so thats it.... dunno wat to think anymore just berserah je..

then i asked him again after he came home.. then he said even azlans ic oso kne like mine one.. i was like " what?? how come??" then becoz ta bule thn pye psl i asked again azlan nye ic num.. and try ade je nme dier kuar.. there must be sum thing wrong laa mse he check my name kat mara.. perhaps org tu check kat spc not piln.. ade kmungkinan rite..

so to think deeper.. it means my status for mara still undefined.. like shit ahh rite
mampus laa ak da x kesa da weyh... nk ckp ape pown da tataw... pthhati already.. kechiwa je dgr nme mara... hehh ngative gler ak ni.. sory lahh tade mksd pape siyess..

ak yg msh tataw ape result ak ni akn concentrate kat uniten... what else can i do rite.. klu ak bjye interview tu smpai laa surat... klu x smpai2 i understand wat it means.. uniten is such a gud place.. i know i wont regret going there... stop asking me y uniten not uia... its my life, my choice laa... dont think much about money when ur talking bout study beb.. wth.. klu syg sgt duit mk bpk.. tanak bzirkn duit diorg.. g kje.. jgn stadi. g sewa umah sdiri.. kete sdiri.. sume sdiri.. jual laptop korg hp korg (yg sbnrnye dr duit diorg kan??) so F* laa ak nk study kt ner en.. dont byk byi laa.. mhl ke mura ke.. dekat ke jaoh ke.. klu korg nk ngat ak uia tu amek laa ak da tgglkn tmpt ak utk kao...

pe ni ak mara2 x psl2 hehh.. sorylaa emosi x stabil.. otak begegar sket..