gotta get down on Friday

To be honest, I am definitely the most terrible blog writer ever. I know that you know this statement is true haha bukan tak suka, tp malas. I feel like blogging can be very addictive sometimes (sometimes - based on my personal history maybe some years) do you guys think so? But i do like to read people's blog. Biasa ar suka menjaga tepi kain orang kan ak hehe. Plus ada satu incident memalukan la yg berlaku one time yg mnyebabkan ak malas nak update. My updates are often time silly soo that kinda threw on the wall one time. Lets just say, those posts were not doing me a favor when I was planning to look/sound/be professional. Blablabla its not that important, as long as I can keep with all my friends' shenanigan cukup ar kan.

Btw, I hate it when blogs have too much ads. Whats up with that? Macam majalah giant klik utk beli ayam klik dapat telur free. People dont have time to wait for the blog to load forever and do people really click on those links anyway? I only search for random blogs when I am looking for some Islamic explanation in Malay language. Mesti ada gambar yg glittery and gerak2 and ads on the left/right side of the page and these things really pure useless distractions (i think). Paling anti bila keluar lagu. LAGU?? ak nak baca info pasal khalifah Abu Bakar perlu ke keluar lagu nasyid cinta? whyyyy.

eh selambe je complain. I just feel like those kind of things tak perlu sgt kalau blog tu extremely focus and exclusive for religious purpose. I seriously dont see how they work together.

LESS IS BETTER! jyeahh

Enough abt my rant on other people's blog ahaha bajet bagus la pulak kan mcm tak pernah lol. Being me and my somewhat crazy attitude, ak slalu rasa org tak nak pandang/pay attention/consider/respect (byk nye or) pendapat ak pasal hal2 agama. Sedih la sikit sbnrnye. Do I appear too liberal to people? I seriously dont know. I mean yes I studied other religions, so what? Does that mean I am less of a Muslim? Ok ni ayat touching mengada ni jgn layan haha. Maybe org menyampah kot ak byk tanya haha.

Since ever I am not fortunate like others yg memang ada peluang pegi skolah agama and learn religion intensively. Parents ustad ustazah ke, rajin pergi ceramah sana sini ke, jd pengawas agama time skolah ke, etc,. Perhaps my life just wasn't written that way. But I dont think its ok to push my thoughts or basically try to shut me up. I was never good at this and perhaps never will. So teach me.

Once, there was a discussion that turns into an argument which end up rather terrible. I honestly thought my friend will no longer wants to see me again. Sedih doh (ayat rempit). Sbb tu lah ak takmau dah bincang bab2 agama lagi. Trauma. Harap2 ada la nnt tak lama lg Allah jumpa kan ak dgn org yg penyabar and boleh layan soalan2 ak yg tak terjawab ni haa.

Ntah2 org tak nak layan ak sbb ak slalu syok dengar Beyonce kot. Ntah2 ak ni perasan je kot haha.